Black Poetry : I have been Misjudged............in Love..

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  1. LibertyLady

    LibertyLady Well-Known Member MEMBER

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    Yes ...

    enough...

    Manny times i had to proove my self...
    for what ?
    For them own faults ..
    For them own fears...
    them always twisting the story around...
    and leaving me in tears...

    Ex left me a long time with unsecurity...about myself..
    "'you are looking for sumthing in me that is not there "'
    (and actually he said it just like it was )

    giving me the feeling like i was dreaming..
    "'it was all in my head"'
    but i knew what i feld...
    it was not real...
    or he didnt show it..
    kept it inside..
    but i always saw it in his eyes...
    And finaly there it was...
    after the break up...

    "'you were right"" "'all the time "'
    "'i was closed "' ""í kept it inside"'
    "'it wasnt you"'

    And to me it isnt about who is wrong and who is right...
    its about leaving me with tears in my eyes ..
    and an unsecure smile...
    Its about stepping to fooks with an open heart..
    Its about them taking it and put it on a Dart...
    Its about tha twisting it turning it around and bring it to you..
    like you didnt do a good .....Job..
    you didnt play it smart...
    smart...?

    Youare talking about being smart ...
    when you talk about Love .......?????????

    play life smart ????

    what ta....

    I LIVE WITH MY HEART...



    you see it now....?

    thats why tha Punshes...
    thats why the often falling..
    thats why that tears...
    My heart comes first ...
    than the mind...

    you hear me...

    cause he made that first...

    first...

    you hear me...

    Its trough my heart He speaks...
    Its my heart that pumped first..
    than he finished my brains..
    I know that my heart and brains have to..
    negotiate...

    but my heart..
    my heart ...

    gives me LIFE...

    And i dont have to proove....
    anything to no one...
    certanly when it comes to love...

    its there or its not....
    you feel it or not...
    you believe it or not..

    yes i,m talking..
    not smiling now...
    not peacemaker now...
    just pouring my heart out..

    cause manny times i have been shot..
    manny times i have been misjudged...
    and manny times to come..

    but manny times he picked up together the pieces...
    from what was left off...
    build me up..
    lifted me up..
    cause he know where and why the judges are comming from.

    and that ""THEY WERE WRONG""


    Though my body may turn weaker everyday...
    my spirrit grows strong..
    and i will hold on...
    to what God wants from us...
    that is all together in one LAW....

    its that what most off the people in these times turn off....
    but to me its the only thing i,m living for...
    but yes...
    i have been misjudged...
    how manny of you have been to..

    i,m shure a lot..

    but its enough....
    i hope that my time to go is not soon to come...
    but hey ...
    in life you never know..
    but love....

    I,m ready...
    oh yeah ...
    i,m ready for love...

    I,m ready to go Home...


    How can we come to god...
    if we can not love...
    How can we go to Sion...
    if we can not huge....

    so you only can ...
    if you put that love in youre heart....


    If you can not love here...

    How can you go there....?





    It would be to much.....



    it would be ...




    to much...
     
  2. watzinaname

    watzinaname Well-Known Member MEMBER

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    This was touching. To know deep inside that someone actually has feelings for you but is too scared to let them out, is so heart breaking. I felt this well written piece.
     
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    very heartfelt piece..enjoyed this read
    your pen is soaring i see flow on my sister
    Peace
    Angel
     
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    $$RICH$$ Lyon King Admin. STAFF

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    sista i hear ya deeply the emotions flowing up in here
     
  5. LibertyLady

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    yeah.......














    thanks........

















    well......






    we are moving to another year.....





    cant wait .....


    that i will pass by....



    I,m thinking about having early dive

    to bed .....

    no celebration.....


    just quiet ....

    leaving some sad things beside.....



    cause i,m


    looking forward to


    2005....






    its going to be the year of my hands....


    making them more....work, write,shake new hands, putting them together for more and more prayers...play on my guitar.....

    touch lovedones....



    the year of the high ...


    five...


















    and i know some of you are with me..






















    :heart:
     
  6. Lloyd

    Lloyd Well-Known Member MEMBER

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    My Libertylady


    When reading your touching poem,i've just wanted to remind you something:we are a family,we ought to be united,brothers and sisters together can overcome every sadness,can make it through.It's true that we are like a virtual family because of our computers,but it doesn't matter!As soon as you understand that everytime your heart is in distress you'll always have an ear to listen,a shoulder where to cry,a person who will try to make you smile,then your sorrow will only be reduced by it!I've a confidence,just for you:when i was getting in our "home" -i mean destee-,my soul was crying!Some hours agoI did not feel more love!It is as if I were a ball for everyone, a boy of a mortal trouble,the more tedious of the Earth!I was wondering about my importance in this planet.But when i've read ur poem,i was seeing how much selfish i can be!The others are suffering inside and i'm always complaining!I love you,we all love you!Everytime you will be in need of some affection,you know where you should call
    Happy new year sista
    Smile
     
  7. LibertyLady

    LibertyLady Well-Known Member MEMBER

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    aww :hearthis: much love to you .......bro :kiss1:



    yes...we are all one


    going trough the same thang...


    and let me know ...when you need an ear to.... :injured:


    ...

    bye the way i had a verry nice cousin his name was loyd to...


    but he died...






    thanks again for youre touching words...:heart:










    Lovelibertylady:heart:
     
  8. PurpleMoons

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    That was so beautifully touching Sis!!!
    Release it and let it go!!! It is a new year and its time for wonderful new things. Out with the old and in with the new!!!!!

    lovely scribings sis!!!!
     
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    i loved this poem liberty...very truthful and it moved me greatly...
    but i also can understand being closed minded too...cause when u open yourself up
    you can get punched in the mouth...when it's time to shine....i think everyone knows it...
    at least the smart ones do...i also have hope for the new year as do you....cheers!
    one love
    khasm
     
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    we all fall under this very heart felt sis.....
     
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