Black Poetry : I hate you.......

nevar

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I'm a Georgia Peach!!!!
Occupation
working to own my plus size empire.....
Lord right now I can't seem to love this perp
I hate the perp
I hate the day he decided to allow this child to touch his penis
I hate the concept men are from Mars and the women from Venus
Venus
Jupiter
Stars
Universe
I curse
The very day your mother chosed to be blind to her son seeking pleasure
in me
I hate thee
I wish I could find you
Tell you
F you
I hate you
Because you didn't give me the chance on Happiness
I angrily
Self medicate myself by lying with the
Sleepy dogs
Would I kill you like you killed me?
Would I take you like you taken me?
Would I hurt you like you hurt me?
You ruin me, and I hate you for it each and every day
I pray
and pray
and pray
But the Lord say
Pray for your enemies
I envy
You see because Jesus spoke up peace and love
And all the things that comes from above
But Jesus my teacher can you feel the pain I feel
Nails driven in my heart
Soul blacken from the experience
I don't and won't give all of me
Cause
Cause
Cause
I'm not free
and I'm
Angry
Because of him
Him
I don't like
I fight
Those who try to get me to see
Me
Me
Me
Heart can't take the pressure
I address you
I love you
But this hatred has consume me so
I loathe
The devil who came to me
Who molested me
Molested me
I protest to thee
Pain you see
I'm not free
Free
Free
Feel my words
These action verbs, and nouns
Can you hear the angry sounds?
As I'm clicking on these keys
He screwed me
Screwed me
And I pray that VENGENCE is mine
Mine
Mine to see the day I face you
and show you
How after 31 years I let myself walk in total darkness?
While you go on pretending your a Christian
I hope your soul burns in hell
Hell
I failed
as I try to find the reasons why I should love you
I don't
Because
"I hate you!"



copyright 2009
Lavette112/Nevar112​
 
Maybe tomorrow
You can find a way
To Look in the mirror
And say

I am Love
And for the sake
of you
Be true
to just who
You are

It's funny
Once we think
We know
Exactly who we are
The reflection changes
Into
Something
More beautiful
then what he could ever understand

You are woman
Don't fall because of man
To send hate is to invite it to return
Again as a lesson un learned

Could you imagine
The perfect man
I know I can
And just like that
There he was
I never thought I could
Imagine something so strong

I looked at my reflection
And then I changed my perception
Of me
And finally I saw me in he

And because I found a reason to love me
I love you too
 
How can I press rewind
on time?
How can I be like the
Divine?
Everyday I have to look in these
mirrors
The appearance
is appalling
Flesh crawling
everytime I think about what he done to me
I hate em you see
No amount of outpour of love for me will make me change
my mind
I'm tired of being in prison
Can someone understand my rhyme
I've been sentenced to a lifetime of heartache of pain
I just wish for one moment before I die the rain
Would cease
And I would embrace the peace
and love
Things that come from above
My mission
Is to be an outlet for those who can't speak
I've reached
my peak
Because others' don't care to care
I shared
My experience but yet the world looked down, and dismiss
the thought
I have been bought
With the blood of the Lamb
I know who I am
I know who I am
I know who I am
I just can't see
You love me
as well as I love you
I welcomed you
But for now I still wear "Hate" as a
branded necklace.........​
 
How can I press rewind
on time?
How can I be like the
Divine?
Everyday I have to look in these
mirrors
The appearance
is appalling
Flesh crawling
everytime I think about what he done to me
I hate em you see
No amount of outpour of love for me will make me change
my mind
I'm tired of being in prison
Can someone understand my rhyme
I've been sentenced to a lifetime of heartache of pain
I just wish for one moment before I die the rain
Would cease
And I would embrace the peace
and love
Things that come from above
My mission
Is to be an outlet for those who can't speak
I've reached
my peak
Because others' don't care to care
I shared
My experience but yet the world looked down, and dismiss
the thought
I have been bought
With the blood of the Lamb
I know who I am
I know who I am
I know who I am
I just can't see
You love me
as well as I love you
I welcomed you
But for now I still wear "Hate" as a
branded necklace.........​

When everyone hated me
I made a concious choice to be free

To walk my walk honey
And talk my talk with no money

Everyday I look in these mirrors too
You don't think it makes me blue

How long do you really think
You will be able to speak
With air that is not yours

As the heart races faster and faster
It only causes disaster

And the one's you speaking for
They resume their laughter

We only wear the clothes and jewels we choose
Try LOVE, really what is there to lose

Sometimes in order to climb to the top of the mountain
You gotta go thru the dirt

Stop thinking your the only one
That has ever been hurt
 

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