Black Poetry : I hate you.......

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  1. nevar

    nevar Well-Known Member MEMBER

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    Lord right now I can't seem to love this perp
    I hate the perp
    I hate the day he decided to allow this child to touch his penis
    I hate the concept men are from Mars and the women from Venus
    Venus
    Jupiter
    Stars
    Universe
    I curse
    The very day your mother chosed to be blind to her son seeking pleasure
    in me
    I hate thee
    I wish I could find you
    Tell you
    F you
    I hate you
    Because you didn't give me the chance on Happiness
    I angrily
    Self medicate myself by lying with the
    Sleepy dogs
    Would I kill you like you killed me?
    Would I take you like you taken me?
    Would I hurt you like you hurt me?
    You ruin me, and I hate you for it each and every day
    I pray
    and pray
    and pray
    But the Lord say
    Pray for your enemies
    I envy
    You see because Jesus spoke up peace and love
    And all the things that comes from above
    But Jesus my teacher can you feel the pain I feel
    Nails driven in my heart
    Soul blacken from the experience
    I don't and won't give all of me
    Cause
    Cause
    Cause
    I'm not free
    and I'm
    Angry
    Because of him
    Him
    I don't like
    I fight
    Those who try to get me to see
    Me
    Me
    Me
    Heart can't take the pressure
    I address you
    I love you
    But this hatred has consume me so
    I loathe
    The devil who came to me
    Who molested me
    Molested me
    I protest to thee
    Pain you see
    I'm not free
    Free
    Free
    Feel my words
    These action verbs, and nouns
    Can you hear the angry sounds?
    As I'm clicking on these keys
    He screwed me
    Screwed me
    And I pray that VENGENCE is mine
    Mine
    Mine to see the day I face you
    and show you
    How after 31 years I let myself walk in total darkness?
    While you go on pretending your a Christian
    I hope your soul burns in hell
    Hell
    I failed
    as I try to find the reasons why I should love you
    I don't
    Because
    "I hate you!"



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    Lavette112/Nevar112​
     
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    MRS. LADY Banned MEMBER

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    Maybe tomorrow
    You can find a way
    To Look in the mirror
    And say

    I am Love
    And for the sake
    of you
    Be true
    to just who
    You are

    It's funny
    Once we think
    We know
    Exactly who we are
    The reflection changes
    Into
    Something
    More beautiful
    then what he could ever understand

    You are woman
    Don't fall because of man
    To send hate is to invite it to return
    Again as a lesson un learned

    Could you imagine
    The perfect man
    I know I can
    And just like that
    There he was
    I never thought I could
    Imagine something so strong

    I looked at my reflection
    And then I changed my perception
    Of me
    And finally I saw me in he

    And because I found a reason to love me
    I love you too
     
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    feelin da depth of your inner motion
     
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    nevar Well-Known Member MEMBER

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    How can I press rewind
    on time?
    How can I be like the
    Divine?
    Everyday I have to look in these
    mirrors
    The appearance
    is appalling
    Flesh crawling
    everytime I think about what he done to me
    I hate em you see
    No amount of outpour of love for me will make me change
    my mind
    I'm tired of being in prison
    Can someone understand my rhyme
    I've been sentenced to a lifetime of heartache of pain
    I just wish for one moment before I die the rain
    Would cease
    And I would embrace the peace
    and love
    Things that come from above
    My mission
    Is to be an outlet for those who can't speak
    I've reached
    my peak
    Because others' don't care to care
    I shared
    My experience but yet the world looked down, and dismiss
    the thought
    I have been bought
    With the blood of the Lamb
    I know who I am
    I know who I am
    I know who I am
    I just can't see
    You love me
    as well as I love you
    I welcomed you
    But for now I still wear "Hate" as a
    branded necklace.........​
     
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    When everyone hated me
    I made a concious choice to be free

    To walk my walk honey
    And talk my talk with no money

    Everyday I look in these mirrors too
    You don't think it makes me blue

    How long do you really think
    You will be able to speak
    With air that is not yours

    As the heart races faster and faster
    It only causes disaster

    And the one's you speaking for
    They resume their laughter

    We only wear the clothes and jewels we choose
    Try LOVE, really what is there to lose

    Sometimes in order to climb to the top of the mountain
    You gotta go thru the dirt

    Stop thinking your the only one
    That has ever been hurt
     
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    whoa...sis, I pray for any and all healing!!! if it is just a poem, then this was tight!!!!!
     
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    Sister Nevar, I pray that the outpouring of your words in some way soothes what you feel inside.

    Both of these pieces were very touching.
     
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    I understand truly
    Yours' truly
    Is trying to let go of the past
    Look past
    The hurt, anger, and the pain
    I used to live in vain
    Walk many miles to see not a helping hand
    Man
    Has ruin me
    I hate em'
    I realize the hate I had consume
    I choose
    To not see myself the woman God made me to be
    I was never free
    Sometimes I even hated me
    Because I always wondered what would drive a man to
    Hurt me
    Invade me
    So please understand that this pain is burned into my chest
    Like the woman who wore the the Scarlett letter
    I wear it much better
    As I try to hide behind the mask you now see
    It took me a long time to love me
    Because I was mad at the world
    I wasn't a normal girl
    I ran with the crew
    Smoked a few
    To find they were my enemies
    Trying to get into me
    As I found out the only purpose for a woman to a
    Man
    Is to satisfy his craving for
    Sex
    Sex
    Sex
    I prayed that this curse upon my heart and soul
    No longer control
    The more I thought about it, the more my feelings turns
    cold
    As I'm now old
    I had to learn
    That in life you must forgive and let it burn
    My concern's
    Is that history doesn't repeat itself
    I promise you my daughters' your mother won't fall deaf
    I will listen
    I will follow
    I can't let you feel empty and hollow
    As I will listen
    I will follow
    I give this testimony
    Nothing phony
    Just the real truth
    Not made up point of views
    As I try to let go of the anger I feel
    I had no appeal
    Of my sentence
    Jesus it hard to repent
    As I still say
    "I hate you!"​
     
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    Somethings seem unforgivable, but forgiving is for the healing of the forgiver
    and the forgiven will answer in the end. I pray that you will somehow find peace
    so his actions will no longer dictate how you feel. A heartfelt piece indeed.


    Feelin'itsouldeep!
    Coco
     
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