Black Poetry : I hate myself

twision said:
I hate myself
For believing you
For listening
And ignoring my better judgement
On a whim unsubstantiated
I hate myself
For every time I said I loved you
For spilling deep love on a shallow soul
Cheapening myself
Ignoring my own worth
I hate myself
For sharing myself with your selfishness
Casting my pearls before swine feet
Watching them being stumped relentlessly
Wondering how
You could do this
Almost smiling
I hate myself
For every tear shed
Every naked emotion beheld by your eyes
Every lonley night you gave me
Raping my heart
Leaving me for dead
I hate myself
Or do I hate you?
Or do I hate myself for loving you?


P.S.
This is from the "Hate trilogy"
Vintage stuff so don't be alarmed
Not hating anyone....just thought I'd share the emotion :uzi: :uhoh:

*passes the black*
:smokin:
what l gotta say is (coughs)

l feel you on this..
 

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