Black Poetry : I hate myself

Discussion in 'Black Poetry - Get Your Flow On!' started by twision, Mar 25, 2004.

  1. twision

    twision Well-Known Member MEMBER

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    I hate myself
    For believing you
    For listening
    And ignoring my better judgement
    On a whim unsubstantiated
    I hate myself
    For every time I said I loved you
    For spilling deep love on a shallow soul
    Cheapening myself
    Ignoring my own worth
    I hate myself
    For sharing myself with your selfishness
    Casting my pearls before swine feet
    Watching them being stumped relentlessly
    Wondering how
    You could do this
    Almost smiling
    I hate myself
    For every tear shed
    Every naked emotion beheld by your eyes
    Every lonley night you gave me
    Raping my heart
    Leaving me for dead
    I hate myself
    Or do I hate you?
    Or do I hate myself for loving you?


    P.S.
    This is from the "Hate trilogy"
    Vintage stuff so don't be alarmed
    Not hating anyone....just thought I'd share the emotion :uzi: :uhoh:
     
  2. Bluewater

    Bluewater Well-Known Member MEMBER

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    very deep
    feeling this
    drop
    flow on
    Peace
    BlueWater:heart:
     
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    $$RICH$$ Lyon King Admin. STAFF

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    deeply felt scribe indeed keep expressing
     
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    Nita Well-Known Member MEMBER

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    Whoa!!!!

    Sound like we went with the same fool...smh
    I was really feelin ya pain on this, I can sure relate.
    Nothing hurts more than to pour yourself into someone, givin them your ALL, then they turn around and step on your heart.....smh
    Jus be strong, and pray, for yourself and that person who hurt you, that's the only way THEY will get better, that's a hard lesson I'm still tryin to learn.
    Peace
    Nita :heart:

     
  5. MzBlkAngel

    MzBlkAngel Well-Known Member MEMBER

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    feelin you on this
    release and flow
    likes this....
    Peace
    Angel
     
  6. queentswana

    queentswana Well-Known Member MEMBER

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    Hi Twision, ...
    Of course I'm glad to know that it really wasn't you...you got it from somewhere else :D ...
    because everyone knows me...I was about to preach a serom :rolling: sure glad I don't have to...
    It was/is a most beautiful poem... :thanks: for sharing with us.
     
  7. Antar

    Antar Well-Known Member MEMBER

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    Twision--yo, i feel you on that hate tip...it's good to admit and get your feelings out..-off the flip-
    i tripped out from similar **** left my mynd fried
    feel like i speak with twisted lips

    tyte rip

    one,
    /antar
     
  8. Randee

    Randee Well-Known Member MEMBER

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    "For spilling deep love on a shallow soul"

    how many times have i felt exactly this way. glad you aren't hatin anymore. deep write from a deep soul.
     
  9. j'hiah

    j'hiah Well-Known Member MEMBER

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    *passes the black*
    :smokin:
    what l gotta say is (coughs)

    l feel you on this..
     
  10. LovelyGoldenOne

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    wow...i like this...
     
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