Quiet Poetry Lounge : I feel sick...

Discussion in 'Black Poetry - Get Your Flow On!' started by Twofish, Nov 22, 2002.

  1. Twofish

    Twofish Well-Known Member MEMBER

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    Today I am just feeling disgustingly sick...

    I try to be so postive - everyone always comes to me for advice.
    I help others at the expense of myself - compromising my time and finances for what I perceive to be a good cause.
    and lately it seems like I am covered by leeches...draining my resources, eating away at my heart...

    Could it be the full moon energy?

    Nothing seems to go right, now when I'm in need, the babysitter doesn't show up, compromising my job...
    the boss acts like he's so high and mighty he doesn't understand I am a person not a ****** money maker for his ***!!!

    I am sick, furious, tired...

    I have always tried to believe in the laws of reciprocity - so I keep "going around", yet still I don't see anything "coming around"...

    all I need is a smile from a stranger, a helping hand when I fall,
    an encouraging hug, a listening ear...

    Sometimes I wonder if I should be like all that I loath: selfish, arrogant, hypocritical...becuz it seems those people prosper while I struggle...

    sometimes it just makes me sick

    BUT I KNOW I'LL NEVER CHANGE FOR I REMAIN IN LIGHT

    thank you for letting me blow off steam
    thank you for hearing me Universe

    Bestow Blessings Upon My Loved Ones Here and Everywhere

    1:heart:
    2fish
     
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    $$RICH$$ Lyon King Admin. STAFF

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    feel ya twofish tyme for Dr.Luv $$RICH$$ to grace ya .
     
  3. Twofish

    Twofish Well-Known Member MEMBER

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    oh $$$RICH$$$ you are so beautiful - if only I were to be blessed to have a man like you by my side - everything would be alright

    love n peace
    Skye
     
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    PoeticAlize Well-Known Member MEMBER

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    2fish, im sorry that people are taken advantage. but your goodness will soon come back to you.
     
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    sweet apple*pie Well-Known Member MEMBER

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    I certainly was feeling you on this...

    great write..I'm so glad you were able to vent.....and now you feel all better.

    I understand how you feel here, for I have felt this way too at times....
     
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