It’s hard to fight when there is no support in sight. The strangle hold of darkness cover my eyes. No one to turn to help in the fight. It becomes one long and battling night. Over and over it never seems to cease. Folded into the dark night it creeps. It’s day now. But the cover of darkness is still there. Becoming an issue that’s too hard to bear. Turning to my family things are in despair. All seem to run away. No one wants to hear the truth. Of how I'm struggling to change the decree. I thought you were on my side. I was on yours. Thru times of trouble I stood like a wall. I didn’t crumble and run. When trouble was near. I stayed and saw you thru every fear. Now I’m afraid I’m isolated now. You abandoned and left me in trouble some how. It was fine when things were going just great. You stayed and partied, you drank and you ate. Now I need you. To be by my side. I’m on a different mission and a very hard ride! I need you to have my back As I take this ride. I just want you To be here By my side. These attitude changes you see in me now. They were brought to the forefront by These circumstances some how. Don’t judge me because I take a stance. I would die If I don’t do something To change the past. I would die tomorrow If I don’t take on this fight. You know what was done To me wasn’t right. Don’t look at me now Like I lost my mind. It’s me the one who Was there for you in bad times. It’s just that things have gone awry. Now I need to do this To correct my stride. It seems I’m on a mission not right. I won’t hurt anyone who wasn't first in the fight But I’m going to make it Make it all right. I’m going to give them a terrible fight. I can get as dirty or stay above board. It’s up to my tactics to bring an accord. I asked you to stand by me, not in my way Because when trouble begins I need to know Where you are today. Will you stay, after you see this man fight? Doing all things he feels He has to do to make it right. I know its going to seem like a dark sight. But I believe in what I have to do here tonight. The fight is front of me Not by my side. I don’t need the distraction you have on my mind. When we became friends we made a pack. To watch out and support and have each others back. For better or worse were the words I heard When we joined in marriage we said those words. We chanted the right things when we came Together I told you I would be there for you In all kinds of weather. No matter what you go thru I did. I stood there you can’t deny that fact. Now I don’t feel that you have my back. Let the battle begin. It has to happen Even if I loose friends. I don’t care any more Because it has to be done. They turned against me Against me, now watch them run. I don’t need fair weather People or friends like that. Blowing in the wind like no spine in the back. When the smoke clears will you be here? If you falter now I will decide after the fight. To let or continue To let you remain in my life. This has brought this down to my choice If not I am going to say I’m sorry right now. Because the fight began When they crossed me you saw. I didn’t start it But I have a stake in how it ends. Good-by to my family and my fair weather friends.