Motionlessly staring at a screen is what you have done to me. Awaiting your arrival even if only for a mintue. I sit quietly too myself thinking of you asking myself does he love me or does he simply think this is just a game. every minute that ticks by makes me long for you more, your smell, your touch, your entire being, i can't get you out of mind. see what you have done to me. you have stolen my heart and not returned it, you have taken my love and held on to it, you have done everything right and yet i feel like this is all wrong. i can't even imagine myelf with out you anymore. you have done everything i have asked and yet i still feel this is wrong. you were perfect and i was mess, you organized me with two words, hey you. you've made me feel complete and just right. so why does this feel so wrong? because i can't do it for you the same way. you don't deserve me but better. i want the world for you so this is my farewell. i can't give it to you the way you can me. so go find someone who can my love and leave me to myself again.