Black Poetry : I Believed Him (Part I)

Danilyn

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The Gump (Montgomery, AL)
i am young and innocent
i hear and think with no guilt or malice
i tread on smooth flowing waters
soft cleansing waters
i am pure and untampered
untouched
i am whole

until

my hole gets opened
poking and prodding
my vision of rosy becomes
a deep misty blue
the hues of red flow
mixing in with
salty tears that sting my wounds
my screams are silent
my heart is pumping
faster than his pumping
my chest is sore and swollen
from the hard sucks and
teeth bites

and he said he loved me

he said he wanted to make me feel good

he said don’t cry like a baby, you’re a woman now

and i froze in my discomfort
because i am confused
because love and this to me were the same
and i had to show him
i had to do what he said

and i let him use me
violate my temple

i am now broken

thrown out like yesterday’s garbage

when he got up
he didn’t even wipe the oozing places

he didn’t even touch my hair
or kiss my cheek

he said, good job lil mama

and i thought what did i do
you did everything

and he didn’t even smile

the look on his face was almost sinister

i felt like the devil was in the room
and that God had forgotten me

but he said he loved me

and i believed him.
 

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