Throwing myyself
under the train.....
Diving to your feet
Why, has it been?
I do not understand
Yet I do.....so well
Why does m mind seem....unable
I know....I should not do
Or maybe I know I should
I find out so many things
But, don;t know if I should
How am I at being a child?
Am I no good?
Jerking Myself
Standing up with the sky
I will not slumber
No, not at all...lQQ
lQQn, I will be strong
I apologize for before,
I feel weak
I try and stand tall
But do not see a tweak
This is not what I initially wanted
I want it
But I dont wanted
I am not a good child.....
Would you not like if I cry?
I know it can't be a bad thing....
But would it take longer....
To make you smile?
Would I have to keep quiet..
for a while?
You know I would
I just want to be a child
A good Child
I want to be the right child
Not being wrong
I DONT know
I feel wrong
Especially after I say that
Help
Help
WHY dont I stay strong?
Because I am not a good child?
Maybe that's why.....
To make me strong.....
I CANT STAND THIS
I am sorry
I am doing good
I am sad
I WANT to be mad
this is all I have....
Is this all I have?
KNowing my Destiny is great
Previously denying...my fate
FAKE drew me
Inward I'd take
The price, I make
I made
It's mine
it's time
STOP!
STOP!
STOP!
I will be okay....
who am I talking to....
I prolly can't even hear you....
Sad again
This has GOT to end
I hope you are putting up with me
I am one buzzing bee
I just want to be free
and be
Your child?
Am I still you child?
Am I still a Child?
Am I still your....good Child?
I believe
under the train.....
Diving to your feet
Why, has it been?
I do not understand
Yet I do.....so well
Why does m mind seem....unable
I know....I should not do
Or maybe I know I should
I find out so many things
But, don;t know if I should
How am I at being a child?
Am I no good?
Jerking Myself
Standing up with the sky
I will not slumber
No, not at all...lQQ
lQQn, I will be strong
I apologize for before,
I feel weak
I try and stand tall
But do not see a tweak
This is not what I initially wanted
I want it
But I dont wanted
I am not a good child.....
Would you not like if I cry?
I know it can't be a bad thing....
But would it take longer....
To make you smile?
Would I have to keep quiet..
for a while?
You know I would
I just want to be a child
A good Child
I want to be the right child
Not being wrong
I DONT know
I feel wrong
Especially after I say that
Help
Help
WHY dont I stay strong?
Because I am not a good child?
Maybe that's why.....
To make me strong.....
I CANT STAND THIS
I am sorry
I am doing good
I am sad
I WANT to be mad
this is all I have....
Is this all I have?
KNowing my Destiny is great
Previously denying...my fate
FAKE drew me
Inward I'd take
The price, I make
I made
It's mine
it's time
STOP!
STOP!
STOP!
I will be okay....
who am I talking to....
I prolly can't even hear you....
Sad again
This has GOT to end
I hope you are putting up with me
I am one buzzing bee
I just want to be free
and be
Your child?
Am I still you child?
Am I still a Child?
Am I still your....good Child?
I believe