You continued to let me down Yet I still believed in you. When I knew you were wrong And you swore you were right… And in the end we would be in a fight I still loved you. I still stuck by you. Cause I believe in you. I believe you that you are smarter Than what you portray yourself to be. I believe that you will succeed eventually. Remember when I told you not to hang with those thugs. Remember when I told you it wasn’t smart to sell drugs. Remember when I came home to mom because you got locked up. Remember when your first child was born… And it was me you called on. Remember when I told you I haaaate you And you told me you loved me back. Remember when I told you I can’t stand you And your face I consistently smacked. I wanna tell you I’m proud of you… I wanna tell you I stand behind you… I wanna tell you that I believe in you. You say life is a hussle And exercising your brain works too many muscles. But don’t good business skills in your line work Involve a good train of thought. And what about that new Jersey you just bought? Hope you brought groceries for the kids first…. I’m sorry…I forgot…. You’re still a kid…oops..i think not. You’re a man…ain’t that right. Ain’t that what you told me… Scold me and call me your little sister. When by birth I’m the oldest. I know you look up to me…ashamed… Because it’s a girl and not a guy. I know you love me…upset Because I won’t do everything you ask…. On what I think is wrong. I know you missed me…sad… Because the only time you decide to call is when you need something, if not nothing But that’s okay…I still love you. I believed in you...when no one else did… When no one else would put up wit yoooo ****. I had your back when moms didn’t have the dough… Don’t get mad cause I didn’t send you money this time… So you can blow…I got bills to pay… What you trying to make me go for broke. But I still love you. And I’m still there. Because I believe in you. Because I believe in you. Because I believe you will get pass your childish ways. I believe you will see the sun rays… As they beem down on you… Showing you the light.. Letting you know what’s right. I believe that you will one day hold your own.. Maybe not now…but soon when you are grown… I believe because I believe in you… Because I will be right behind you just to see you through… Why because all these years…I’ve still stuck by you. Because I believe in you. You gave me pain. You gave me joy. I’m assuming that what little brothers are for. And now I want to give you so much more. I want to show you life alone… I want to show you independence…living on your own. I want to show education…added into the proclamation… I want to show you our countries inflation… I plan to teach you capital gain. Sorry I can’t teach how to me a man. But I want to show you the love of a woman… And help you understand that she is only human… I want to teach love and respect… I want you to live with no regrets. I want you to see the world… I want you to cherish your little girls I want you to have all your dreams… As the sun arise and darkness is turned to day. I want you to learn how to pray To bless others and don’t forget yourself… I want you to believe in you…if No one else. ****************************** Sorry it was so long...just and expression of me and my litle brother whom i love very much.