Black Poetry : I am hurting and I don't want to

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Somewhere in this wonderful place we call the worl
Occupation
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I am hurting and I don't know what to
I want it to all go away
I want to enjoy life again
smile when I wake up in the morning
Laugh at jokes
Enjoy each day
whether it is rain, sleet, snow, cloudy or sunshine
I want to embrace it all
But I am hurting and I can't seem to let it go

I asked the main upstairs to not let me hurt anymore
To take the pain away
At least ease it so I could breathe
I don't think he listening cause I am still hurting

I want things to be normal again
No vicious cylce of pain and deciet
Just a little struggle here and there
This is hard
I feel like I am the one of the cross
Being spat at, laughed at, and hammered over and over again
But I am in no shape or form strong as he
I am crumbling I can no longer take the hurt and pain

I want to be free
free to enjoy life without the hurt
Why me
Have I done so much wrong that I will hurt forever
Why me
I have given of myself so freely
when others were in need
not expecting anything in return
Why my
Why am I the one hurting
I am hurting and I don't want to

How long will I endure this hurt
Life is to be precious and wonderful
Not without a little pain and suffering I know
But this hurt is knawing at my very soul
the depths of my very being
It hurts with every breath I take

I want to release it but it won't let go
It is holding on for dear life
My life
why me
why me
why not he
why not she
why me
I am hurting and I don't want to

Release me
Open up your heart
and
release me
Please release me
I am begging you to please release me
You don't want me so why not release me
Please
Please
I am hurting and I don't want to
 

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