Black Poetry : Husband Release Colonic Cleanse

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  1. FINDLOVEnMEback

    FINDLOVEnMEback Member MEMBER

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    How in the Hell, You got the nerve to look me in my face, my man, my husband, the father of our child and tell me that it’s cheaper to feed one than two

    What kind of selfish, ignorant bullcrap have you allowed to roll out your mouth this time, all because I asked “WHY CAN’T WE, GO OUT TO DINNER ANYMORE ?”

    You constantly tell me how broke you are from paying all the bills, yet you stick out you chest with pride when necessary to boast of your 3 figure salary to your friends

    I have spent over 21 years listening to all you have done for me,
    when in reality the only thing you was willing to share was your behind and the only thing that you have sacrifice was ME

    OVER 21 YEARS PAMPERING your 100% perfectionist self and now that I am in debt up to my very limited

    all I am worth to you is a doggy bag with the remnants from your left over meals, after you finish entertaining your friends

    So what am I now, a darn derelict?

    When did I audition to play the part of Cinderella in my own home?

    When did I become, not good enough, or not pretty enough or prestigious enough, to be seen in public with you?

    Yet I am still good enough to work 14 hours or more a day to make sure that any bill that has both of our names on them, are paid

    God forbid, if I miss a payment, on anything with your name attach to it, then all I would become to you is a worthless piece of crap

    Yet you have no conscience, when I have to go to our child to borrow money to pay you,

    I have given up everything I had to you, paying you all that you said I owe for you keeping a roof over my head

    While I forsaken all of my personal responsibilities just to keep our marriage and our family together

    Please don't think I am not claiming the role of the victim, I am only the fool that been played, for mistaking you as a decent human being

    You never cared, how I'd survived over the years, because it’s always been about the KING in YOU

    How could you see me, for bypassing my heart and aiming straight for my wallet, and fulfilling your selfish lifestyle

    You're really nothing more than than my pimp, screwing me, then taking all that you feel belongs to you, with no regards.

    In your eyes I am not your wife, but a paycheck to your fears, of maybe becoming once again the little black broke boyman , living in the ghetto, with nothing but but his pride and a dream

    To be honest, you were a better person when you had nothing but your truth to offer
    Oh well, I am not going to waste any more time trying to understand your madness
    Trying to figure out the mathematical challenges of our life together

    I’ve come to the realization that you have equated 100% of your self-worth, on how others perceive the status of your success and I am the leftovers of all that you have tried to forget about being poor

    Ironic how someone decided that you were worthy of life, yet you take life and selfishly destroy all that not worthy to you

    You are KING of your own Fate and the master of your own Greed,

    I have realize that, it’s cheaper to let you go than to keep giving all that I AM or have, to YOU

    Today you can take that 100% selfish worthlessness and serve it to someone else

    I have ate so much of your crap until it's coming out my pores.

    Today I am treating myself to a Husband Release Colonic Cleanse

    Oh how good it is going to feel ,
    to have release 210 pounds of Bullcrap, off my behind and out my LIFE.


    © Copyright 2008 BY: FINDLOVEnMEBACK
    Formally known as FINDLOVEINME
     
  2. $$RICH$$

    $$RICH$$ Lyon King Admin. STAFF

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    Welcome to destee.com poetic playground
    welcome to the house of peace and love and respect
    this was deep and well felt ...wow... So continue to share
    i only see you on da rise from this tiredly maze of life
    keep ya head up and stand strong like da queen ya be .
     
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    sweet apple*pie Well-Known Member MEMBER

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    Wow!

    Welcome back, FindenLoveinME....this was a powerful piece here.

    I can clearly feel how fed up, you are with this mess.

    Great discriptive piece here, and I truly hope that you can come out of this a strong, healthier and better woman..
     
  4. Da Street So'ja

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    how does it get this far?

    do we communicate like we should?

    does anybody listen to anybody any more?

    i feel bad that had to come to this

    because this is "friction", it started out as "love" then ends here

    i'm glad you for because nobody deserves to be in relationship we they are

    not respected, especially for 21 years

    so welcome PHILLY, and pour your heart out

    we are here to listen

    peace
     
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    Nicely written scribe articulating these issues
    Poet!
    a very good release i see!
     
  6. Destee

    Destee destee.com STAFF

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    Sister FINDLOVEnMEback ... Welcome Home ... :wave:

    Oh My Gosh Sister ... whew ... you really let it out in this piece !!!! ... :explode:

    All i could think, after i finished reading it ... was ... oh my gosh ... Sister is gonna need a lot of toilet tissue ... :lol:

    So i went and found you some Sister ... i mean ... we can't have all that colonic cleansed debris all in the baff-room ... :lol:

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    Whew ... even i feel better ... after reading this!

    I surely hope you do as well! Thanks for sharing!

    Much Much Love and Peace.

    :heart:

    Destee
     
  7. cocobutterskyn

    cocobutterskyn Well-Known Member MEMBER

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    Welcome back FindLove...

    You know there is much money spent on therapy, but I have found the cheapest and very effective therapy… writing all that sh”t out! Healing through writing.

    I bet you felt much better after creating this joint.


    Be Blessed!


    MaddSistahlyLove!
    Coco:heart:
     
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    baller Well-Known Member MEMBER

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    like DSS said...

    ...how does it get to this? NO MATTER. better late than never...that you decided to take a stand...and surrender all his colonic debris unto himself.

    BE WELL.
     
  9. watzinaname

    watzinaname Well-Known Member MEMBER

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    When you've put so many years into a relationship, you figure it is worth trying to salvage it, that I understand. But now, you are way past tired, and goodness knows you are a gem, that has nothing to do with how much money you bring in. Release poetess, release...
     
  10. triniti424

    triniti424 Well-Known Member MEMBER

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    welcome sister :wave:
    I think release is necessary MUST
    and who better to let it out with than ya brethren
    :read:
    Flow on sister flow on :read:
     
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