When I looked around for the support of my friends they were nowhere within range, couldnt even pretend they cared about whats up wit Tae, not a thing to say becuase they were absent. Trying to turn to the woman I loved, had to be sent from above Right? wrong, she fell outta love a long time ago She was already on her own, I just didnt know Was her heart in it, she coudlnt be sho. Said she needed time to grow But really meant she simply had outgrown me. Ma is listning as always, been there for me on all days Takin on the burdens of me, when her load is already heavy So tired, she really needed tranquility, a long vacation with a lot of serenity And in all reality, a break. She has been the rock providing years of stabilty She is dealing with enough Pops...I dont even kno he is, aint seen him since I was kid Did he ever rock my crib? Who cares...to me, he dont even exsist Only Christ exsist, Chrst stuck by me, Christ never fell outta love wit me Christ never ridiculed me, Christ comforted me, Christ gave me hope, Christ's word let me kno, the storm would not last long Christ said the battle was not my own, Christ told me I wasnt alone See within Christ I am strong, and without him I am weak Everything Christ is me. A woman of Christ I did meet and saw a huge difference. Friends of Christ I did greet and for the first time felt true fellowship. Everything in the past has led me to the this point. The pain, the hurt, the joy, the love, the heartbreak, the disappointment, the excitement, the death, the birth .....its all led me here....straight to Christ. Took me long enough, but sure enough here I stand. You cant understand?...you just dont know how deep it is.