Black Poetry : HOW CAN U HEAL?(IM ASKIN SOULZ)

GHETTOAMBITION said:


In many multiply wayz
I wonda if getting hurt as many times that I've been hurt, was it worth it all?
was it worth the lost confidence, the lost happyness of love that is now gone?
I ask what have they done?
this pain that lives inside of me
it is more than what I intended
yo this can't be recommended!
this war of pain that im fighting
yo i have fought this war alone
even with such ache-n-bones!
In many wayz,
this pain made me feel like i didn't belong
yo what waz wrong?
such pain can make you wonda
at times I felt like I wanted to kill the ones who caused this **** of anxiety
but me wanting to kill was no sign of me keeping it real
but such strong thoughts came to mind
saying you don't have to appeal to this!
you don't have to give in, but give out!
but you know I had my doubts
such permanet pain that I have
it stays deep in my brain,which cauese me to picture rain
man i wish i could get away from this in a train!
but I have fallen so many dayum times to the point that there would be no thought of laughter to a person
yea it was that serious!
but do you know how hard it was to pick myself back up?
its as if i have broken my leg and I am trying to walk on it without recovery
this feeling makes me want to give up hope
something that I once believe in
but changes hasn't happen!
well at least not yet, or did i forget?
this is how i felt for the longest and God knows it!
but i yet feel lost in the darkness
yo its hard to get to the light
yo that is what im seacrhing for, till God calls me home
but my brathas and sistas just know for a fact that i will never give up
yo thats a promise


dedicated to the souls who are fighting the war in themselves
(c) copywrite

I had tears in my eyes reading this!
This describes how I have been feeling lately!
Lost in pain and thought wanting to surrender unarmed,unprepared for the outcome of life's pleasures and pains!
I truly enjoyed this from the heart!:love: :love: :love: :love: :love: :love:
 

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