lpoet Mind~$oul To her naive mind She thought love Was sex She held in her cries When he lustfully slid into her Pulling him to Her breasts As her soft hands firmly Gripped his Neck The sounds of her rapid heartbeat Sent him into an Unknown zone He lost all control to her melody, Her pleading moans The sensation was Unbearable He plunged in deeper and More forceful The pain reached her soul And she screamed No A violent hand went across Her face He turned into a raging Animal At the sight of her blood Running from Her nose She softly wept As he released himself Inside of her He gently kissed her tears away and said Good-bye to her To her naive mind She didn’t know, he was really Denying her Oblivious to Gods blessings She viewed this life inside her As another burden crushing here Feeble dreams She was searching for love but Confused it with lust To immature to see through his schemes She instead Wallowed in his excuses Clung tight to his every lie Longed to spend forever while He was thinking of ways to say goodbye Visions of the 3 of them together made Her smile but the truth makes her cry How could she at 13 raise a baby? What for this child could she provide? These days loneliness consumes her body And thoughts of death evade her mind She sat shivering alone in a warm room for hrs Wanting to confess but to ashamed To let anyone know of her ways She bathed in insecurity and dried with dirty men Wanted to quickly to grow up But wasn’t ready for real life to begin she cried as she tried to explain to him that in a mere 9 months he'd be a father... he pushed her away from his big plans, no time for being bothered.. his nails were too clean for changing dirty diapers... a snake she was to him a poisonous threat to his promising stardom... a clear path he walked no time for a new road to suddenly block him... he searched for a detour and he found it in denial... a vision came across his face and he saw a haunting man ~like father like son...~ he slowly realized he was followin a familiar pattern and his sure pace became an terrifying run... She seeped through the cracks of A broken household Was naturally heavy set but someone Still should have know Her face grew wider, breast and belly Had noticeably grown Her family viewed this as puberty…. Came from family of big woman And the apple never falls to far from the tree ….but o how true that turned out to be…. See mama bore her first child at only 15 And it seems as if these sorts of things are imbedded Within our culture right beside homicide and dope fiends Month after month pass by and tashas contractions grew quicker and she could no longer hold in the screams a lifeless body laid stone cold... on a roach infested bathroom floor... blood everywhere, a lil baby fights desperately for life, still attached to death from an umbilical cord... and as her lil cries grew louder... the room grew colder... and the stinch grew stronger... lil baby girl stared death in it's eyes and death was her mother... mama was only 13 her tears became dry from the soft wind that blew across her face..