Black Poetry : His Weak Apology

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  1. Alizentang

    Alizentang Well-Known Member MEMBER

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    From the first moment I layed eyes on you I was hooked

    But my pride made me hide the true feelings I held inside

    So from that point on I lied

    I lied to you, I lied to her, but I never meant to make you cry

    Now I've lost you over her, I am hurting so bad inside

    Nights I lay awake now wishing that I'd die

    So from the bottom of my heart I apologize

    I've gotten around my pride, Admit that doing what I did wasn't too wise

    I'm ready to ride like Bonnie and Clyde

    You never know this could be the day that we die

    I couldn't go on living without you knowing that we didn't give it one last try

    You're part of me....No you're all of me.

    You've had my back since I was three

    I threw that away for one night of half a** pleasure

    But baby compared to you, she didn't even measure.

    I love you and only you alone

    I want to make this house a home

    I can say I'm sorry, but don't know what else to do

    Please baby forgive me, I'm lost without you



    So family...what do you think, do I forgive him? Three years and he messsed up once? Let the cheating dog lie, or give him one more chance? Let me know what you think!!!!!!
     
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    angelicsage Well-Known Member MEMBER

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    Follow your heart Alize........and listen carefully............watch closely..........many times the answer is right in front of us, but love is blinding and sometimes we think our love is strong enought to change "him", sometimes they really do make stupid mistakes and they are truly sorry and may never do it again.

    Problem with that is: You now know, he's capable.........

    But it sounds like you love him and three years is a lot to throw away...I pray your decision is made with the depth of wisdom.
     
  3. Alizentang

    Alizentang Well-Known Member MEMBER

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    Thank you soooooooo much for your honest words. Much love to you. I appreiate your advice more than words can say :grouphug:
     
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    wait? this is the man in jail right?
     
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    SwtT Well-Known Member MEMBER

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    sorry that was dumb......honestly,.....if it happened once, it could happen again... don't give 70% percent in a relationship....but thats my opinion....it don't matter unless you want it too
     
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    You were riding with him, like Bonnie and Clyde. He put another in the navigator seat. When you took a break. Who's to say he won't again. Forgive him.. but make him walk the plank. Time out on the plank will cure that stank, he pulled. What's he doing.. If someone loves you. They don't even consider another. Even if they were laying flat out birthday suit to the wind. Most don't consider the consequences, and never do. He could bring something home you don't want....Make it hurt so good.
     
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    Np ome cam really answer tje question only you! many will give advise they think is right, but no one can speak for your heart only you! With each beat and breath that you breathe leads you to the answers you seek.

    Love can sometimes be hard but true love and happiness is worth the chance for life is a series of chance and risk.... The question is it worth it to you to take it and does your heart feel enough love and life to forgive and forget?

    Peace and blessing to you I know your heart will lead you right...

    AqueenPassing
    :wave:
     
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    Alizentang Well-Known Member MEMBER

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    SwtT...yeah this is the man in jail. Thank you for your opinion. I'm confused. Very confused. See...."Maybe" (my new thread)
     
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    Alizentang Well-Known Member MEMBER

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    Hodee...I like that response...make him walk the plank! Make it hurt so good. Here's the deal...He asked me to marry him. I said yes. He felt that he should tell me the truth about something he did the first year we were together. It was a one night thing. I guess he thought that his honesty would be admired....HA! Some things should just be kept to yourself. I didn't know, I never would've known. Walk the plank he will. Thanks much!!! :grouphug:
     
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    Alizentang Well-Known Member MEMBER

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    Aqueenpassing...Thank you for your response. The thing is....my heart is confused. 3 years is a long time to just throw away, but then again do I really want to say "I do" to someone who held a secret like this from me for 2 and a half years? That's why I asked for advice from the fam. Thank you once again. Your words are always comforting. Knowing that me wanting to make things work isn't crazy is a very comforting feeling. :grouphug:
     
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