today friends we gather here to say farewell to a boy who was impersonating a man. i have loved him, cried over him yelled at him and made love to him but his time, is now up. i have listened to this boy say one thing and do another, i have watched him leave me stranded when i tried to get close, and seen him grovel for me when i make myself, unannounced and sparse. i've been tortured by his silence under my laughter, i've been amazed at his loquacious mumbling's when finally, he finds me again. this man, who lies before us, has made flemsy attempts at his manhood and has mocked my lucid intentions. he has made me happy at times when he had no choice ,but to be perfect afraid of losing my heart forever, but he was to weak to sustain the power around him, n take part of the wealth i offered and to selfish to think otherwise. he composed a symphony with no strings, tell me how can that be? so now,lets mourn his life and celebrate his departure, as i have tried to love him but turns out, he's only in love with himself and even that could not save his life. cause he doesn't know how to love apparently. thank u.