As I sit here thinking of you there is a pain in my chest a pain that tells of the loneliness of not having you here with me. heart racing blood vessels swelling aorta rupturing for my heart is breaking. why has fate cheated us out of true love? and why has destiny refused to show us what's ahead? spasms & convulsions cardiac shutdown what's the point in going on? realizing that I will never be thine take a look at the flatline that broken heart is mine when I think of this love never realized when I think about love denied I suffer more than just a nervous breakdown my life has been disrupted by a heart meltdown.