Today I have come full circle as my emotions are gasping for silence and comfort. There are so many thoughts running through my mind at the speed of light. Sort of like a rogue train on icy tracks, snatching up passengers at every station. I think about where I have been and where I am now. All the people in my life, those who are here only for a moment, and all those I’ve still yet to meet. Where will this time on earth take me next?
I have so much to be grateful for! Yet I freeze like the zero between the negative and positive (1). At times tilting the scales slightly one way or the other. Yes, (-1-0-+1), that’s me. Sitting there between the balance. Unsure of the direction that would wield the greatest benefit, as both are an aspect of the creators pure conscious thought.
I have seen some things, and I have missed plenty. I have known and learned some tricks. And some I wish I have not known and learned at all. So here I am, full circle in pure happiness and sorrow. ****, piss or get off the pot. Do sumpt’m , or get that *** up! But I want to do it all. ****, piss, wipe, and sit my *** on this pot until I’m ready to get up. Such a nonchalant way around things. Carefree without consequence or consciousness. Trying to Purely live my life without all the propaganda, and assumptions of what is morally correct vs. universally attuned.
I know what I’m saying is confusing and may turn a many eyeballs. LOL BUT I DON’T GIVE A *****! TODAY I HAVE COME FULL CIRCLE!
From the time my life on earth had begun, to this very moment which finds me here a little older, a little wiser, even more confused, with a whole lot of gratefulness and anger at the same **** time. I look around this world and there is so much to be happy for and so much to be angry about. And this is where I sit. A zero between the negative and positive aspects of life. I am grateful and sad! But in a strange unsure child-like way, I like it. Because without both negative and positive experiences, there would be know way to determine the differences.
So to all my Beautiful family and friends who’ve wished me the best on the remembrance of my very first entry day into consciousness,
Thank you So Much for your thoughts and well Wishes! It’s moments like this that keeps me wanting to see what will happened next! I love Yawl!
Yep!
"Living and Dying
Laughing and Crying..
AT THE SAME DANG TIME" (M.E.)
Fifty years ago I came in this world fighting, "A live one" the doctor told my mother after they forced me out her womb...I wouldn't come on my own
I find myself sorta fighting my way OUT of this faulty Story of what "Life" is to be.
Now, I shared this story in large part to create a pathway to ask you your age
I've shared mine yet have no clue your thinking about sharing yours and I did not want to just come out and ask..."so how old are you gurl?!"...that's been kinda against the rules you know.....to ask a woman her age and all..
Anywho...Continue to BE and DO You...There are SOOOOO many things in this Life that I find AMAZING....and causes my Heart to feel such a Love for it..all in SPIRIT...oh the things my Soul has experienced while creating those circles...
M.E.
and not acknowledging it.
