i can't even verbalize what you were to me
because it was so built on emotion
the lust in the beginning
then the joining of our spirits creating another
then disappointment in you not being more verbal
then the pain of destroying our seed
then the emptiness of it all
that
lingered
then the longing for fulfillment
over and over
and over
again
that you could never successfully
give to me
then your manipulation...
well always your manipulation
but when i finally close the door and seal it tight
knowing you're still peering around the big tree
in my backyard hoping for a cracked window
i feel the tears and emotion flooding forth
all at once...
i let it go and free it all into the sky
good-bye good-bye good-bye good-bye good-bye
cooley.
because it was so built on emotion
the lust in the beginning
then the joining of our spirits creating another
then disappointment in you not being more verbal
then the pain of destroying our seed
then the emptiness of it all
that
lingered
then the longing for fulfillment
over and over
and over
again
that you could never successfully
give to me
then your manipulation...
well always your manipulation
but when i finally close the door and seal it tight
knowing you're still peering around the big tree
in my backyard hoping for a cracked window
i feel the tears and emotion flooding forth
all at once...
i let it go and free it all into the sky
good-bye good-bye good-bye good-bye good-bye
cooley.