Black Poetry : go,confused,lonely girl on the beach ,3 non,old lady ,violin,what a day..

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  1. LibertyLady

    LibertyLady Well-Known Member MEMBER

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    o lord what a day...
    yesterday relatives ,people where saying..
    youre still waiting for that guy ..WAKE up girl..
    Go GO GO Go and live youre life...did that waiting for 2 years of youre ex brought you to sumthing!....
    Did he spend Time with you??? mmm..
    Looks like the same situation....HE isnt clear...

    but ....
    you dont understand ...
    IF he liked you REALy liked you...he would have been more clearer..
    This is not good for you ...
    What if you die tommorow..?

    youre right..

    but its not that i didnt tried..
    i mean i talked with others ...
    and most of them werent clear to...
    or gone soon scared for tha dumb ...
    as if i havent been turned of...
    but if there i no match i cant help that ..
    but i have always been honest...to everyone
    even to my ex from tha 1 day i told him about this soul ...this feeling this rush i had feld strong
    what this person does to me at times...

    Yeah but were are you now...

    GO GO GOOOOOOOOOOO.

    Live youre life ....

    I am ..
    I am ...
    You dont undrstand i am..

    There is was....
    an old relative..
    sat there in tha internetcafe..
    were i spend my loney nights..
    had this talk with the bartenders..
    about soulmate and soulmates..
    he stood there by tha door..
    came in ..Hey YOUUUU .... how have you been...
    and yes also talked about visions soulmates friends love..
    we talked about our lifes and rushes came in...
    Ones again its on...
    i had been here before ....this coming up warmth not that totaly strong ..
    but at least i knew i not turned in to a cold stone...
    going from tha aww what it this untill tha he wated to touch my cheek..
    and me saying "'no no no no no...."'
    i might be weak....
    but i,m not going for the cheap...
    ...
    Sweet words like just that touch and i can live on that for monds...
    looking at eachother....as if it was for the first time that we saw eachother real..
    Oh yes remarklebe man...
    Oh aw he made me laugh....
    aww its good to laugh ..
    its good to laugh libby...
    i let you,re self go libby let go this night...
    what do you know about him...
    what is he doing on the other site...
    what do you have...
    you have nothing right...
    Listen to what they say , ,

    Oh libby had a good night ....
    just only tha talking spend some time...
    aww ...
    what is this ...
    is it him..
    is this it ..
    aww what can
    you tell ..
    get to know him well...
    AWW my lord he is rading my thoughts.
    aww look how he looks at me...
    owiee...
    he says he havent feld this for a long time..
    aww he made a rose out of paper ..
    wauw and i said "' you probebly use that trick on manny woman right""
    he said "'right"' aww he is honest at least he is honest ..aww
    aww lord this feels so beautifull...
    and we have some things in commen..
    O lord...
    it this him..
    you know i,m longing..But i,m not searching..lord you made him walk in here
    oh and that music on tha background..
    oh we laught...
    Oh h told him his life story ..
    i told him my....
    he even cried ....
    he cried ...about those stoopid bad voodo guys..
    i cried inside ..
    is this him..lord are you sendig my soulmate..
    oh and those jockes...
    i feel him does he feels me.....



    not.....


    what a day ....
    what a day...

    this moring i got up...

    "Are you coming. wait i have to go i call you back"'
    "i call you back in a few minutes Ok '



    hour ....


    Ok i will call you ...


    Where are you are you finished..i,m comming over there cause that what he asked...
    Libby prepared herself...
    why not wear sumthing nice today the last time we mad i looked bad..
    (oh thats why i liked him even more cause he didnt care)
    aww sun is shining..

    I phoned him ..
    when is youre last custumer..
    i,m almost there ..
    I,m finished he said...
    youre coming over here...?ok wauw....
    yes (wasnt that what he asked?)
    Ok see you in a few minuts..
    Calls me up again...
    Umm...
    i,m standing here with my friends..
    and motors amd they are asking me if i go with them ..
    Smoke some weed and ride you know..



    and libby said ...."'hey its youre choice "'


    (what can a woman say )

    go have and have fun.....

    I was going to flyer anyway (there was no wind stupid)

    (me thinking ..this is our first apoined ment ??)


    Ok.....


    I arrived at the beach..
    Broken sad down on a couch doing my scoobydoo rope ..
    twisting them angry and dissapointed ..talking to god...
    I would never do this NEVERRRR
    NO ...i know no i never stood anyone up like this ..
    It is written in HIS bOOK THA BOOK OF LIFE..
    and i never Lied ....I told them ald a bout my life and vision and the persons in my life who they are what they mean to me i have nothing to hide...
    and i tried and i tried..
    Again.....
    Than who is it than lord ..THAN WHO IS IT...
    i belong to one....
    to...
    show it to me lord ..
    send him bring him on my path..
    let it be clear...
    Tears where rolling.....again



    Tears stopped ...

    this old man came walking up ....and asked if he could sit down..
    There is enough space i said...
    and tried to smile..
    what a calm weather he said....

    I was thinking "'lord no....... this is him dont even go there ...i know you work in misterius ways....""

    dont even go there...

    you tried to make me laugh the last time with that other old man coming walking up to me and say... "'I like to have you as a wiFe"'
    Well we can just have a chat but youre a little to old for me 85 ..
    and i know there are some beautifull lady,s of youre own age....

    "'but i want you "'' well i,m sorry man........i cant help you.....

    than he said ......well thats to bad than.... than i might go again.. have a good day he said.... i said i will....."'thank you for tha compliment"'


    this man finaly left to......


    Than these 3 old woman sat down....
    and said helllo ....
    I said hello to and they noticed my scoobydooartwork
    They said that nice ..."'thank you "' and i said you have some art going on there to ,cause you all wear the same colours...You fit with eachother..
    Yeah they said ,And you fit with us too.....
    i looked at my clothes ........Oh yeah i forgot....
    beautifull .........Theee beige Lady,,s ...we looked like the golden girls..
    ......i smiled .They came from far and they were comming from far to see the
    sunset....
    Are you sisters i asked ....?
    In a way yeah ................."'we are nons"'

    Me looking upstairs ...thinking "'o my lord "' is this my mission my destiny ?

    Is this where you want to have me lord......is it a sign.....
    Why not .....WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY NOT..!
    mmm..
    My next question to them was ....."'Have you ever been in love during youre work ? ..................lol..


    And they were looking at me as if they feld that i was dissapointed in love that night .....

    Oh yes...they said..
    and we had to make choices..

    How does it feels to be in love to find realy LOVe....?
    How is it...........?
    they told me that it was beautifull that they had experianced that ones in their lives...
    and they told me other things and i litened to their story,s...
    and in tha mean time an other old lady came and joined us...
    come on...we said there is enough space.......
    Oh this is beautifull i thought....
    but why do i feel so little.....
    and at the same time one of them...
    and why why i feel old right now...

    as the old feeling left when these young man past by and wisstled.....
    as the lady .s looked at me.......like "'that was for you"'

    than i smiled and said silent "'maybe it was for you lady,s i woulndt be suprrised..."'

    Than the time came when the sun was about to duck...
    i said in Sion the sun will always shine...
    so we might as well enjoy this much while we are here...


    and we all turned silent...

    than the cold wind came up and the nons got up and left...
    One off them looked serius at me and smiled and said "'good luck my child""
    and they kept waving at me untill they got in to the car...

    thank you for this god...
    these lady,s took me trough this..
    gave me wisdom and a good speech..

    but i still have not my answer ...

    for that i know it will take some time..

    There was still one old lady left ..She wasnt a non..just anice madame..
    She told me her life story...about how she survived and how she had a store and how she was robed....To her head brothers were holding a gun...
    Mark for life but still she overcome..and enjoys her life ""i love to travel she says and smiles .."' but has a sad serius expression on her face....
    We took the train talked changed adresses and names,and we hoped to see eachother again,..at the end she said "'you know youre a sweety"'

    "'and youre young dont let this guy who didnt arrived today let you down.."'

    ""everything is written...and be a woman .....let a man conquior you (having twisted thoughts when she said this ,cause it doesnt always work that way you have the story of adam and eve ....Jacob and rebecca and ester and the king)

    "'youre young and you have youre life ahead"'

    That was sweet...


    I took my head up...went to the city to take a walk
    and tha dude had the nerve to call me up..
    and i said ...

    "'things are as they are ,"'

    uh..


    I walked tough the city...

    and heard a man playing on the violin..
    i stood there and listned ..
    gave him some money...
    before the emotion came up strong ..
    i walked on ...
    no..

    naw ..

    not that song ..

    not roberta fleck...


    on a violin ??




    She killing me softly.....








    what a day






    :crying: :huh: :crying: :huh: :crying:





    :sleep:
     
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    $$RICH$$ Lyon King Admin. STAFF

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    whewwwwwwwwwwwwww!!!!!
    dis was whoaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!
    and long tyte drop sis.
     
  3. LibertyLady

    LibertyLady Well-Known Member MEMBER

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    and its not finished.....
     
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    bring it on sistah coz i am into dis deep flow
     
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    definitly bring it on sribe.....I love your storytelling abilities and the way you have it laid on paper is amazing... :jawdrop: :jawdrop: :jawdrop: :jawdrop:

    thankyou....

    and come on with the sequel!!
     
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    LOL! I laugh because of the
    irony of it all!

    Here we are two confused souls
    in need of some answers. You
    question love, I question purpose.
    Answers appearing like riddles from
    strangers passing by. Providing us
    both with only a piece of the answers
    we seek.

    I hold your hand in spirit Sister
    Liberty, as we journey our lives path.

    Wonderful Write!
    Thank you for sharing!!!!!
     
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