This is just a little abstract something something I wrote one night...
and did i mention it's hard to understand...sorry.
I'm remembering you....
as if your gone
no longer occupying this space
no longer wanting and needing to expierence my embrace
to lose yourself
when you stare in my face....
i'm mesmerized by the way we are
and the ways I long for us to be
blinded by the red rimmed haze of the possibilities
the possibilities of infinite pleasure
longing to be
close
next
deep
off in the depths of you
of feeling your skin
warm and coco-brown sweet
burning impressions in my mind of your scent
and the pain I feel
wondering if you were heaven sent
to punish me for the past hearts that i've played with
and the guilt I feel for secretly wanting this
crush I have to be real
you got my mind reeling
In the night time....
I dream of finding the right time
to say things like...
I LOVE YOU
and you're the one my heart longs to be with
insecurities have me scared to
unwind completly in your presence
will you like what you see...?
beauty that lays only skin deep
and this feeling
it makes me want to slowly walk backwards
and wish you away...
wish away the pending pain of my solo dance in the rain
to wish away the thoughts of knowing
when i open my eyes from this most
enchanting trance
there wont be so much as a trace
that this.......
was real....
that....
you....
were real.
and did i mention it's hard to understand...sorry.
I'm remembering you....
as if your gone
no longer occupying this space
no longer wanting and needing to expierence my embrace
to lose yourself
when you stare in my face....
i'm mesmerized by the way we are
and the ways I long for us to be
blinded by the red rimmed haze of the possibilities
the possibilities of infinite pleasure
longing to be
close
next
deep
off in the depths of you
of feeling your skin
warm and coco-brown sweet
burning impressions in my mind of your scent
and the pain I feel
wondering if you were heaven sent
to punish me for the past hearts that i've played with
and the guilt I feel for secretly wanting this
crush I have to be real
you got my mind reeling
In the night time....
I dream of finding the right time
to say things like...
I LOVE YOU
and you're the one my heart longs to be with
insecurities have me scared to
unwind completly in your presence
will you like what you see...?
beauty that lays only skin deep
and this feeling
it makes me want to slowly walk backwards
and wish you away...
wish away the pending pain of my solo dance in the rain
to wish away the thoughts of knowing
when i open my eyes from this most
enchanting trance
there wont be so much as a trace
that this.......
was real....
that....
you....
were real.