Sometimes if feels as though I'm lost in who I am. Trying to stay above water, trying to see it through- for my children, and for myself. I found that I lost myself shortly in the maddness of real life. I was/am so aborbed in making ends meat, and providing the necessities in my household I forgot about myself. The person I was. It's not like I don't know who I am. It's just that I am not an activite participant in Emerald! More or less I've put myself on standby. Haven't thought about what my hobbies are recently or thought about what I want to do to relax. Kinda just limbo in my own world. Do others feel that way? I don't know I guess it seems a bit more confusing the way I'm explaining it and I'm not trying to be. It's just that it seems that I've been so focused on everyone and everything else I lost focus of myself...Forgetting who I am in the mix of it! Like oh yeah that's right I do like to play putt putt! LOL. So right now, I'm just finding my way back. Slowly but surely!