Black Poetry : FATHER KNOWS LESS

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  1. cursed heart

    cursed heart Well-Known Member MEMBER

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    FATHER KNOWS LESS

    I would wear mama's shoes
    You smiled so for approval
    I would wear her makeup
    I loved to play dressup
    Daddy undressed me with his eyes

    You taught me how to be a lady
    Matured breast and wide hips,a plump behind
    In your mind i owed you my life
    So you took my virgin pearl
    Choked my innocence with your disturbed mind

    It must have been my fault
    Mama turned her back on me when she saw my soul was cut
    She said you're lying were a family and what you say doesn't count
    Now the woman in me searches for a bandaid of trust

    The woman cries for the little girl in me
    So happy and free she was
    How can this woman become a lady with nightmares of frigid intamacy
    Love was denied from daddy raping my smile

    My daddy he was
    The perfect man to eyes that couldn't see
    I'm behind bars wishing i was free
    Scars left me permiscuous for every man that told me he loved me
    That's what my daddy taught me

    A conflicted whore scoring affection,
    because the little girl couldn't protect her
    Fathers day is a grave that enslaves me
    Spent years of tears and degradation
    Confessions of self worth to paid professions

    I wish i had drowned in the womb
    I must have misbehaved
    From the cradle to the grave his voice will haunt me
    "Daddy knows how to make you feel,
    I'm the good guy and you're the villan,
    So surrender to my fatherly needs your mother was willing"

    My life didn't seem worth living
    The devil raised me until GOD sent me a healing
    Today i stand strong enough to reveal to him,
    that i'm a woman now,only because the little girl in me forgave you
     
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    wow...feeling all this deep emotional spray
     
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    cursed heart Well-Known Member MEMBER

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    Thanks Rich:sand:
     
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    its sad that the little girl had to go through this emotional ordeal. and the woman now seems to be strong. so that she can stop this vicious cycle. you have too or it just keep messing up lives. your are an very deep emotional poet who is not afraid to cross all boundaries just to get the point across. i admire you for that. ok enough of the rambling flow on my sista.
     
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    cursed heart Well-Known Member MEMBER

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    :hearts4: Thank you Nevar, Thank you to the fullest!
    You are not rambeling you are being a true sistah, a friend:hearts4:
    Much appreciated boo, for real:hearts4: :hearts4: :hearts4:
     
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    your welcome that what friends are for. now let me stop dont want to appear all sappy got 2 keep my image up just kidding. love ya Nevar!!!!!!!:kiss1:
     
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    :kiss1: Nevar,
    Yeah G, keep it real(laugh)
    Much luv girl:kiss1:
     
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