Black Poetry : FAIRY TALES REALITY

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  1. FINDLOVEINME_RETURNS

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    I am tired of this madness
    Tired of this whirlwind called love
    Tired of you hurting me but thinking you are too good to forgive me when I hurt you
    if though you are better than the GOD I serve

    How amazing is that

    My hurt is only worth a generic apology
    But your pride is worth my soul
    Not today
    today I take what little I have left in me

    And tell you "I HATE THE SELFISHNESS IN YOU FOR DESTROYING THE TRUTH IN ME AND THAT WOULD BE THE LOVE I HAD FOR YOU"

    ONCE UNPON A TIME, IN A MOMENT SO LONG AGO
    THERE WAS A MAN I USE TO LOVE,
    a MAN I USE TO KNOW

    AND THAT MAN WAS YOU

    but I don't believe in fairy tales anymore
    You are not my knight in shinning armor
    Or my Prince Charming,
    You are my reality

    And today
    I hated you
    FOR NOT having the courage to love me

    Not because I was a woman
    But because I was your WOMAN
    And you chose to LOVE THE WOMEN OF THE WORLD INSTEAD

    I don't believe in fairy tales anymore
    You are not my knight in shinning armor or my Prince Charming,
    You are my reality
    And my reality is not beautiful , it is not my dream come true, it does not have a happy ending and it no longer consist of you

    I am worth more alone than to feel worthless with you.



    Written by Findloveinme_Returns
    Formally known as Findloveinme
    Copyright © 2012 by Findloveinme
     
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    :hello: FINDLOVEINME_RETURNS ... Welcome Home Sister ... :wave:

    It's good to read you again, have your energy in the house! :toast:

    Thanks for sharing such a beautiful peace of you, yet again, with us!

    If you want your old name(s) back, you can have them ... (i think) ... i'll certainly try, just let me know!

    Again ... Welcome Welcome Welcome Back !!! ... :wb:

    Much Love and Peace.

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    Destee
     
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    Yes I really would like to have my old name FINDLOVEINME. If you could,It represents my work. I have not posted since 2004 under that name, because I changed my email address and could not retrieve my name, because I couldn't remember my password, that is when I started posting under FINDLOVEINMEBACK in 2008.I have a lot to share and I am here to stay. I truly missed doing what I love and expressing my passion through words. Thank you for your kindness and for welcoming me back.
     
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    Peace and Blessings Sister ... :love:

    I will not be able to merge all of your names right now, but it's a feature coming soon.

    Once it is available (maybe a month or so), i'll make the changes, and let you know.

    It's an honor to have you back home, a Member so long, and Premium !!! ... :love:

    You're the BEST! Thanks so much for the love ... ohhhh ... and your picture is BEAUTIFUL! ... :mirror:

    We are Blessed Beyond Compare !!! ... :swings:

    Much Much Love and Peace.

    :heart:

    Destee
     
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