Black Poetry : Face to face with my first love

Discussion in 'Black Poetry - Get Your Flow On!' started by SwtT, Sep 20, 2003.

  1. SwtT

    SwtT Well-Known Member MEMBER

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    After all of these months...
    After every excuriating day of pain filled
    tears that had your name all over them...

    My pain is gone and all of the heartache
    you caused me is nothing more than a
    shameful and painful memory......

    I have found another now.....

    But now.....
    After 5 months of not hearing a word from you

    here...you...sit...in...front ....of..me

    Hair freshly braided,
    baseball jersey nicely pressed..
    crisp white shoes...

    While I stand before you...
    sweat dripping down me,
    hair wild
    in a black tank and blue shorts....
    coming back from practice...

    The memories,good and bad,
    flood into my heart and slowly
    adds pressure upon the depths into which
    I have cast any love that I once felt
    for you....

    I slowly remember
    the state that I was once in after
    you dissed me...I was a wreck, always
    crying, always sad....saying "Why me?"

    No...............
    NO.............

    I REFUSE TO PUT MYSELF IN THAT POSITION TODAY!!!
    I am so much happier now
    than I EVER was when I knew you
    So......
    NOW YOU SAY HI.......

    NOW, after more than two years ago
    that 15 year olf girl followed your
    sorry *** around..
    NOW, after that girl got her haert broken
    when you walked away....
    After all the **** you put me though....
    that nearly killed my spirit....
    but somehow made it stronger.....


    You said hi.
    I said nothing and walked past you.
     
  2. Melody

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    *smile* i wish more lil females was like 'you'... That's how they grow up to be they own woman.

    *muah*
     
  3. SwtT

    SwtT Well-Known Member MEMBER

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    thank you melody:blush::)
     
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    :jumping: :jumping:

    SwtT, I am really feelin this cause I did basically the same thing to my ex in July. After all she put me through, it felt **** good, too!

    Way to represent yourSELF, girl. *thumbs up*
     
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    $$RICH$$ Lyon King Admin. STAFF

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    whoaaaa!
    feelin ya here this what make a young woman strong
    and become a sure Queen
     
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    Oh yes...... I felt this particular piece in every part of my body... I did da same to my ex..... and up to this day.... I am so happy that I was in control in that situation... not the past.....
     
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    coming with the truth are we
    love that you moved on...i hate when people go back to nothing....much respect on the message j.
     
  8. SwtT

    SwtT Well-Known Member MEMBER

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    thanks you guys:)
     
  9. poeticlyspeakin

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    Dayum i felt that, i know this exact feeling girl!! u did tha right thing!! nice flow...
     
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    wow...i'm really feelin' this girl...
     
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