Yea so how do you tell a kid or spouse that the family member is not coming home because they were murder?
This is cute until you have hunger pains, or dying from thirst or you're so sleep deprived you're hallucinating.
Because you decided that you have no more fight left and you think you have all the answer so cutely wrapped in a box on a cyber forum, doesn't mean that your enemy won't stop killing.
You don't have an answer besides hope and keeping running or lay down and die.
I have no qualms about your position. I do know we should aspire to a higher source/force. Sometimes it's hard to achieve that when you're constantly under attack physically, mentally and/or spiritually.
I will tell you something which is beyond belief. But I will tell you anyway.
After Open Heart Surgery, when wires were still routed from inside my chest to an external pacemaker, I came close enough to the chasm between life and death to look over to the other side and see what awaits us all.
And, now I am back to tell the tale. There is no hell [not as Christians describe it]. Nor is there heaven [as Christians describe it]. There is only the One. All Else Is Maya.
I speak of what I know by personal experience.
But, of course, who can believe such an outlandish tale?
Soon enough, you will. When you see it for yourself. Until then, you choose whether to believe [on faith] or not. That is the Way the Father set it up to work from the Zep Tepi. And his Way does have merits.