Black Poetry : Divorced!..................................From Mam and Dad

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  1. LibertyLady

    LibertyLady Well-Known Member MEMBER

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    I was made out of love...
    i,m shure of that..
    during the nine monds of pregnancy..
    thank god you where there..........Dad..
    but somehow i know the last two monds ..
    i must have feld the "other" love you shared..
    because i build a "man cheating instinkt "
    from there..

    Mam left ..........and got back to her Homeland to
    deliver me..
    Her last lonely weeks before the birth she cried ..
    deeply grieved...
    With the force and glory of God .....Paps was planing to
    leave the country..
    As you said :"'i have to take my responsebility,s"

    the moment was there ...
    for my mom..
    time to bear.....
    had to do it on her own.
    complecations came.....
    The dockters and she was fighting for her life...

    Lord knows how she could cope........
    .....................................................
    Finaly they said ......
    You brought a strong girl !
    in to this world......

    One week after the birth Paps came
    You saw me..
    you where happy!.....
    and thanked God with my name....
    The two off you gave the relationship another chance
    and i also got another quit sweet brother after that

    But the disruction of brokenpromises ..
    about loving treu and honest .
    was still there.................

    I remember the day when mom left....
    i asked here :'"mommy where are we going ""
    she said ;|"where going to another place""
    i said :"will dad come with us ?""
    And she said :""yes my sweet ..about a few days"
    From that day ........i never saw his face.....
    until five years 7 later....
    as a situation repeated again
    only it was now Me fighting for my life.

    And there you were "Dad" on the side of my sick bed
    ...as if we where reunited again...
    The contact stayed from there.
    It looked like as if the "healing"started....
    when you and mom where talking to eachother

    Growing up with mom was hard....
    I only had visions of you..
    When i asked mom....
    she only told me wrong things about you..
    And when she was mad ....
    or sad .....she said '" You just look like youre dad!""
    as if that was sumthing bad....

    And i missed you....

    Yeah .......
    It was hard ...
    but though that i developed a strong relationship
    with God....

    I understand...
    Mom had to struggle..
    put the ends together
    with one job.
    She didnt had the time
    to protect me
    embrace me
    comfort me
    with love.....

    I learned about the value of a holy marriage
    and abou the consequences of having Child...
    and than break up.!
    Now.....................i dont know what the furure hold for me.
    But if i,m blessed with having a Child.....
    if problems will arrive....
    and they would end up bad........................

    At least i will do my best for the kid..........
    Not to be ..............DIVORCED!

    from

    MAM and DAD........
     
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    LibertyLady Well-Known Member MEMBER

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    ok ..people ofcourse except for some extreme situations......(i dont have to name it)
     
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    this shows me that a holy marriage is DEFINITELY what the family needs to make it...

    thanx for the testimony l felt you..
     
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    $$RICH$$ Lyon King Admin. STAFF

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    a pain well felt .............i'm in hush ..scribe on sista
     
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    LibertyLady Well-Known Member MEMBER

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    J.hia /cindy /rich....
    brothers and sista,s..
    thanks
    yes cindy thanks i,m still blessed..
    i,m also blessed with ....you guys...
    much love!
     
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    this weighs heavy on me. i've seen the situation played out from a childs point of view. thank you for the read.
     
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    Reason Well-Known Member MEMBER

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    Wow!!!

    Very Passionate Peice!!!

    Reas
     
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    This was deep and a very good read
    keep on keepin
     
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