September 11 1993 was the day for me, planing the biggest wedding for me pushing through people rushing agaisnt time. with you on my mind. your smile increase the flow of my blood that run deep in my vain thinking about this man is driveing me in sane. happiness is all over my face I never thought that God, would allow me to see this special day. the love I feel for you dont come in a pill but nothing could prepare me for the **** that made me feel ill. 4pm I return home to see this strange note on my door it read call me, call me soon. I have a bit of bad news my heart stop beating as I picked up the phone it was your brother telling me I had to live my life alone the tesrs flowed so lost and confussed you had to go it was a little bit to soon. my days here has been filled with those same pills that made me feel ill. missing you has been hard on me but, that man I call God has made me feel better. 2002 I'am still missing you.