Since I was young growing up around the people In and out from grandparents house chilling wit ma cousins and my uncle From the first nintendo to MR.T Sesame Street was ill till the last show with Ernie Reading Rainbow inspired some thought Lavar Burton rocked tha spot Didn't have many friends that I knew Elementary I was like a running gazelle Taking after my dad wanting to be a track n field PRO STAR Swift when i was gurl I would run Raced guys and gurls kept up the pace and posture UP Wasn't really a tomboy although I kicked with my guy friends Playing RUGBEE, basketball, football,soccer, anything that was fun to me Moving around all across the BAY, Oakland,Berkely,San Jose, Fremont,San Bruno,Pleasenton Days, San Leandro,Hayward,Stockton,Sacramento,Santa Cruz,to L.A. First House got shot up so we had to pack up and get out Apartments from Apartments got me hyped Didn't have any money so I didn't mind For a moment IN & OUT OF DOORS... Hotels i dressed at night in my uniform Singing at my first TALENT SHOW when i was 6 Lost my accompany track on the playground And crushed THERE IT LAY ON THE GROUND Had to sing accapella to Whitney's I BELIEVE THE CHILDREN ARE THE FUTURE Where it begun my love affair with words and music art CULTURE Middle school wasn't too NEAT Hated on by da white gulz Didn't SEE TOO MANY OF MA PEEPZ They're weren't any coo guyz AT SCHOOL Highschool was still the same Had many acquaintances but never any CLIQUES,just heard many lies Bout the girl who was the freak around the school Turnin tricks with anyone who would stick it out Known for ma voice that was my choice BUT NEVER WENT TO DANCES OR ANY BOYFRIENDS TILL SENIOR YR. Except for a guy I used to talked to on the phone all the time We used to talk about doing tha NASTY, and BLACK POWER, AND BEING BROKE AND, FUTURISTIC HOPES AND MANY LAUGHTER... History faded to this day Had to go on my own ROAD Tried college dorms when I was 18 Didn't have a car Stuck with a $4,000 debt No where to go So I walked away Got hooked up with a Muslim Hustla with 2 young kids, 2 baby mommas, and lost my virginity in a hotel with this other CLOWN, HIS BOI FROM BROOKLYN IN THE OTHER BED FROM US DURING RAMADAN AND HOLLOWEEN NIGHT FOR ME ... wanted 2 wives so I had to say GOODBYE Talked about RELIGOUS DEBATES AND MUHAMMED AND WEATHER JESUS IS THE SON OF GOD. THE CHRIST... Yes, breaking up was so hard Missed him he was my FIRST LUV AND MY FIRST THUG AND MY FIRST DATE he used to tell me I was beautiful, caress me in his arms, and kiss me till the night was long OUR MINDS WERE BUGGIN OUT Gotta do what ya gotta do for family Sacrafice yaself to keep kids happy and mother PROUD 3 months in Sac Town so torn apart talked to different peeps when I was at home Yonkers,Kingston,Delaware,Florida,and the Yaay Left to L.A. TO pursue my dreams and another college sceme Gotta an apartment with some gurls, the main dame from Chi Town Her and her mom stiffed me for so much money During the summer have 5 credit cards from payin dat out Used to talk to a gent from L.A. workin at a record company Couldn't take any time out I Cheated and found another one He was a Pimp and a Hustla paying with 50's Wanted to fit me for the SUMMERTIME He lived in crime and had 3 kids and one on the way We got our monkey on but he left his drugs in my apt. In front of ma room mates Grew up in Prison and had a jacked up RIGHT thumb After I left, NIG almost went undone Asked me bout my where about then HUNG UP Felt his anger a year later felt sorry for his JONES FEININ real HEAVY to my bones Situations turned bad so I head to SACRAMENTO Confessed my past LOST AND EMPTY COULDN'T FIND ANY HOPE JUST IN MY SAVIOR FELT HIS STROKE SO I WOULD DOPE ON A YOLK EASIER AND SAFER Not fraid to be alone and do ma own THEY DIDN'T CHANGE HER someday wanted to visit NY SLAM SOME POETRY sing on stage at the APOLLO Maybe live there I wear bright colors, mix and match different pieces Going to take a sewing class for the designs I see in my spare time of creative gear to rock in a sequence Learn some new styles and techniques want to learn how to cook SPICES from the MIDDLE EAST Wanna visit London, Spain,Portugal,and ITALY'S sitely monumental architecures and artistess... RECORD AND SET NEW RELEASES, POETRY AND SONGS, LIKE JILL SCOTT'S PHILLY EASTIN coming through many STOPS on my WAY TO THE TOP but only for a SEASON been born to PERFORM and differently do it STRONG make money SMART to a new start UNIQUELY... D.S.