****! Would you get the hell away from me. (I wish I meant it!) When I told you to get out of my life but I really wanted you to stay. I wish meant it when I told you I wished you were dead and all the while I couldn’t imagine living without you. (I said it but did I mean it.) Those nights that I hung the phone up in your face I curled up to aching pain in stomach that cried our for you to rub me so gently. When I said I was out with someone else, I knew I sitting in the theater all alone hoping I wouldn’t bump into anyone who would tell you they saw me alone. I wish I meant it. **** it! I hate your ***! You make me sick! I hate the day I met you and your no good Mamma! Why don’t you just leave me the hell alone! I can do bad all by myself! I don’t need yo’ stank ***! I never loved you anyway! Get the hell out! Take your sh*& with you! I can’t stand your ***! (I said it but did I mean it?) I miss you!! ****! I still love you too!