- Oct 31, 2005
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My heart continuously tries to attempt to to heal
Yet your lies made me feel exempt from love itself...for real
I've tried to remain positive, feeling it was God's test
Now it's my perogative, to avoid love as it is only a short term guest
See, i'm a long haul brotha, believed in a real deal love affair
but i get abandoned and lied to like no other, women i meet just don't care
I don't want love out of wanting, or just to be in love
I sought out what i have within worth giving, thus what God has created my soul out of
But i keep meeting those that lie, and say they want the same as me
All they do is seek to make my heart cry, so i now hide what is real you see
So now here exists this man, that caries so much pain within
As no woman seems to be able to understand, that i can have so much love now hidden
It is in my life lessons that this man that has so much to give is not wanted
It makes you want to loose to depression, as i see only those with anyone are those with paper that flaunt it
A good black man lost by countless lies, conditional love, and an intent to hurt what God created
I was meant as a gift of love to you, my soul cries, but it goes to unhearing ears that continually leaves my soul unappreciated and decimated
I am starting a topic in regards to this in the relationship forum.
Yet your lies made me feel exempt from love itself...for real
I've tried to remain positive, feeling it was God's test
Now it's my perogative, to avoid love as it is only a short term guest
See, i'm a long haul brotha, believed in a real deal love affair
but i get abandoned and lied to like no other, women i meet just don't care
I don't want love out of wanting, or just to be in love
I sought out what i have within worth giving, thus what God has created my soul out of
But i keep meeting those that lie, and say they want the same as me
All they do is seek to make my heart cry, so i now hide what is real you see
So now here exists this man, that caries so much pain within
As no woman seems to be able to understand, that i can have so much love now hidden
It is in my life lessons that this man that has so much to give is not wanted
It makes you want to loose to depression, as i see only those with anyone are those with paper that flaunt it
A good black man lost by countless lies, conditional love, and an intent to hurt what God created
I was meant as a gift of love to you, my soul cries, but it goes to unhearing ears that continually leaves my soul unappreciated and decimated
I am starting a topic in regards to this in the relationship forum.