Black Poetry : depressed

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  1. Unforgettable

    Unforgettable Member MEMBER

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    Misery loves company.. but personally i rather be alone
    so i guess u can say unlike u im in a world of my own
    with open or closed eyes i hate everything i see
    i must not be praying right because god never answers me
    all the evil thoughts that go through my mind
    thoughts of killing myself & destorying everything thats kind
    wondering what the hell my mother was thinking why didnt she just throw me away
    look at me now mouthfull of xanx's maybe a cut of flesh just to get me through the day
    so gone so gone everything ive been doing is all wrong its driven me crazy all the imperfections
    but see my mind isnt blank though, a million thoughts going in a million different directions
    and like u im a poet but without a voice and without paper and pen
    and the only thoughts comen to me are all about sin
    love is overrated so **** what life has instore for me i couldnt give a ****
    **** there isnt any hope for me therefor god cant even help who i am
    so when i go to sleep i pray i wont wake back up hows that 4 keepin it real
    noone ever notices nobody even cares im juss sum **** up no big deal
    and im not runnin from my thoughts and emotions or anything else they run from me
    and writen this **** just made me even more depressed realizen im never gonna feel free
    doesnt matter anymore anyway i know nothing but darkness, sadness and pain
    BUT **** IT **** this world and everything and everybody in it imma go out in a "bang"
    imma save this poem so when im gone ill still have a story to tell
    a story about a lil girl that didnt have a chance a lil girl going straight to hell
     
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    $$RICH$$ Lyon King Admin. STAFF

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    only in da mind
    one be so un-kind
    but in due time
    da light will shine

    building esteem up is da key
    know one is still holy and Godly
    the pits of hell is only a faze
    one can come up from a heart
    which they gave
    everything seen and unseen
    is only in da mind
    but in due time
    da light will shine

    HOLD ON !
     
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    nevar Well-Known Member MEMBER

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    when man has failed you call on our heavenly father
    he is here to lighten your load
    you must believe that.
     
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    4EVERLUV Well-Known Member MEMBER

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    Unforgettable:
    I can relate not quite to that extent but I can. But if I tell you there is light at the end of the tunnel and it will get better. You are a beautiful person and every morning that you wake up you look in the mirror and tell yourself that and then ask God for strenght and guidance to make it through the day. Not next week or next month but just for the day and before you know it a week, a month a year will have went by and you will still be standing strong.
    Hold it together my sista. It will get better.

    Much luv and prayers for you.:grouphug:
     
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    asimplepoet Well-Known Member MEMBER

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    Standing on the brink of relief so it appears
    Today I leave this life behind without any tears
    It seems that nothing left of this defered dream
    I'm so down I want to rant, rave, and scream
    The pills left a bitter taste in my mouth
    And gun to the head seem so uncouth
    I try to slide the knife through my skin
    but the drop of blood reminds me of sin
    Sin thay was cover by a drop of blood
    A man that hung on the cross for my good
    Who love me in spite of what I've come to be
    He must of saw something im me to die for me
    So I must live for another day to see what he sees
    Calling out to God to help me while I am on my knees


    I've walked a mile in your shoes and I definitely know that it was only God that brought me through it. So hang on it there and let Him come through for you too.
     
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    howardtsu Well-Known Member MEMBER

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    imma save this poem so that while i'm still here i'll have a story to tell

    a story about a lil girl that was given a chance to show other little girls that it is possible to end up in a place where angels dwell

    in due time :blowkiss:



    love,

    howard
     
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    sweet apple*pie Well-Known Member MEMBER

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    Your so unforgetable,
    yet impressionable,
    I cant pretend, that I know ya pain,

    My heart goes out to you,
    if you were here, I'd befriend you boo
    And put an umbrella up, ova all ya rain

    I love you sis, dont wont you to feel like this
    Keep ya in my heart, Keep ya in my mind,
    "Howard", kept it "$$Rich$$-ly" "Simple"
    when they said to you, in due tyme
     
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