Black Poetry : Depletion of My Sphere *sequel 2 Sphere of My Being*

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  1. Afridancr

    Afridancr Well-Known Member MEMBER

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    **My sphere consists of 4 dimensions:
    1) Mental, 2) Emotional, 3) Spiritual and
    4) Physical which is parallel to Mind, Body and Soul...

    Something woke me at...5:30am
    sharp pains cut like a knife
    As...life ruptures,
    causing volcanic explosures in
    the tomb of my womb

    Spilling over into my
    system of living,
    Pain so...unforgiving
    Hot like molten rock
    heart beating like a clock,
    "tic...toc, tic...toc"

    Mind racing...chasing
    unfulfilled dreams of...
    what shoulda, coulda, woulda
    Dance, travel, love, family

    Experience life to the fullest...
    this death is worse than
    catching 41 bullets...to the head...
    I'd chose that way instead
    Immediate death w/only ONE life lost
    Long and drawn out
    Now I'm paying the cost

    Didn't listen when spirit said,
    "Your body is the temple"
    fell weak when he kissed me
    from my lips to my navel

    Didn't listen when spirit said,
    "This man ain't the one"
    closed my eyes, guided his hips said,
    "please just make me cummm!"

    As he entered my fourth dimension
    spirit of third disrupted his intention...
    Dayum...he didn't listen! But to first neither did I pay attention.

    In second dimension I was so caught up,
    didn't think I could give his 2mins up

    Aura of my being
    I knew it was wrong
    Ruined God's plan for me
    Knew it all along

    Now I'm dying
    as life dies internally,
    crying hysterically cause
    I didn't stand my ground
    allowed this clown to
    Invade My Sphere, now it's all clear

    Lord, take me to complete
    Depletion of My Sphere...to
    your 5th dimension...
    HEAVEN.

    (c) 2000 all rights reserved


    I just want to say that God is sooo gooood! He saved me at a time when I thought I couldn't be saved. This was
    a very difficult time in my life (Sept/Oct 2000) when I experienced a life threatening pregnancy (ectopic) for a
    man who didn't give two shyts (Sphere of My Being and Jamaican Romance). My testimony...I went b4 the Lord
    naked, humble and sincere, laid hands on my stomach and prayed until I felt his presence. I never returned to
    the hospital after this morning of events and even though I lost the baby He healed me...saved me. I'm so
    grateful that my God loves me (I'll never know why he loves me). But, I know, beyond a shadow of a doubt from
    whence cometh my help.

    sorry 4 rambling on...but I felt like sharing
     
  2. alyce

    alyce Well-Known Member MEMBER

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    go head on

    and testify of His love, His mercy...for He endureth forever!

    *"...don't look back...
    there's nothing back there,
    over your shoulder
    ....don't look back,
    cuz when your past is over,
    it's over!"

    (*Straight Company)

    Keep liftin Him up, sis! :)

    a
     
  3. Natasha

    Natasha Well-Known Member MEMBER

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    May God add a blessing to the reasding and the hearing of this wrod
    Amen

    I canot express how this touched me
    words seem useless
    but I wanted you to know
    ~wow~
    he loves you for the same reason he loves all of us
    "A saint is just a sinner ....who fell down and got up"
    we are all his children
    his love is unconditional and everlasting
    if nothing else I know this to be true

    inspired :)
     
  4. GYPSYMAN

    GYPSYMAN Well-Known Member MEMBER

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    GROW SIS

    PAIN INSTRUCTS...INCITES GROWTH. YOU HAVE PROVEN THIS ...YOU HAVE REMINDED ME TO BE MINDFUL FROM THE PERSPECTIVE OF A MAN TO RESPECT MY TEMPLE AS WELL..AND CHERISH MY SEED.
    PEACE AFRI.

    On A Continuous Journey
    GYPSYMAN
     
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