i used to hear you grind you teeth in the night wondered if it was just stress or maybe u were still on that stuff it would wake me outta my sleep like rubbin tWO metal sheets and i'd look at you and think i won't hurt his feelings this secret i'll keep. in your waking hours u look at me shady out the corners of your eye paranoid , lightweight crazy for no reason. u stayin up all night cleaning and watching tv i come down to use the bathroom us stand outside and wait for me.. yellin' and twitchin outta pure aggravation ur mind was racing with your past convictions that caught up with you all the bodies you slain all the souls you devoured u now hear the screams and feel their pain. to stupid to cry and forgive ur weaknesses to stubborn to apologize but still want Gods blessin's u had the money, fast cars and hoes, still pleasantly unhappy miserably contented and no peace ever flows to your soul even ur mind can't be quiet when the room is dead silent cause you sow, now you reap only so many secrets one can keep and i loved u as a friend shed blood, tears and even took all your shat and made rose petals out of it i'd feed u if all your limbs fell numb but your to dumb and selfish to know this. i'd protect your rep and wipe your az with my last dollar but you'd rather be broken hearted and brutal and pop your collar. what a fool. and tell your friends my business and run and put out my fire with salted water and thus ur mercury conflicted us. i did love you and all u could do at best was hate me.