I wake up..... Ready to conquer the world. Saying today is the last day that I will allow myself to think of you. This is the last day that I will allow you to Penetrate my mind, Steal my senses, I wake up with every single sense in the world that today will be a good day. That there's an ocean filled with men just waiting for me to give them my name. And then I start my day off and I'm fine, Perfectly fine until.... Something reminds me of you. A certain song, A familiar face, A certain sound...... And then the memories come into my head. They swim around my mind and bring back all of the the emotions that I had so carefully hidden away. "That's what he used to wear" and "I wonder what he's doing right now" Anxiety arises in my heart. Stress tightens my nerves. I remember you're in a new relationship. And then the tears start to seep.... I go to sleep....... Wishing I could turn back time, that you were still with me.