Black Poetry : Confessions of a 180

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What have you done to me
I now feel so weak
unable to control my actions
wishing it was a different attraction
It's hard for me to think
No longer able to look myself in the eyes
Because of what I have realized
I don't want to face this reality
Although many secretly feel empathy
Everynight I pray this is all a nightmare
Because i'm so scared
I've tried to control myself from kissing you
but my feelings and desire unfortunatley only grew
It feels as if there are magnetic strips
on our hearts
which is why we can't stand being apart
We are drawn to one another
You are my friend, my lover
But I must admit sometimes i'm ashamed
and you are the reason to blame
Youv'e changed me in the most embarassing way
I don't know how to tell it
What words should I say
This is the worst secret I've ever had
Now saluting the skittles flag
I feel like it may actually be the
end of the world
I'm in love with a **** girl
Forget about all the other commited sins
if those weren't getting me to hell,
this one will definatley get me in
Once living, now bleeding the story of my life
You might as well pass me the knife
I will never have a husband
I will never be a wife
I will never naturally bring forth a life
What will my family, friends and worst of all God say
When I finally admit "yes I am gay"
 

$$RICH$$

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forth thy father forgives all and so loveth thee
being trueful let's your heart be free from da spell
and allow u to dewell in care U are who u are
and what u aim to be confess and be all u can be .

felt dis one deeply
 

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