Today was the day of my loves court date. I kept praying and asking the Lord to give him a brake. Yes a mistake was made, and a lesson has to be learned, But to take this man from me is a punishment that I don't even deserve. There is nothing I can do. Everything has been done. The sentence was given and my sky has lost its sun. I already know and you don't have to say, "Don't stress yourself, it will be another day!" Believe me I know this true. But do you understand me "I LOST MY BOO!". I guess this is my time to get my life to its epitomy. But whatever I do, wherever I go there is always going to be a place in heart that is so empty. I am a life living black women and this is not going to keep me down, I do know one thing this is not going to happen next go round. Even though its him thats locked up for doing the crime, It feels like we are both being punished and doing time.