CLOSURE IN MUSIC… I’ve been longing to tell u…but..time wouldn’t give me time. The music seemed so sad, everyday, my heart seemed to sink further and Further into the same old rhythm of miss him, loved him, miss him, loved Him, miss him, loved me…but then it threatened to stop if I didn’t stop. Then when I least expected the music was there, so loud and free and u were there and I was and through The vibrations and beats and drums of the mesmerizing sounds of voices, loud voices all around, we danced.. We danced our conversation through and through and though no words except eye contact and pulsating moves were spoken I felt u saying everything u wanted to say And I too spoke so loud in the music and through your eyes the messages of my heart seems to travel to your heart…though no words were spoken..we said it all.. Tonight I was the girl, tonight I was the lover, tonight we were soulmates tonight the tears and hurt and pain and scorn and missing and sadness that has so brightly characterized our union had disappeared….tonight, we danced. On and on, the music blurred…your hands around my waist your chest close to mine my head on your shoulder…yes we danced…your lips on mine my eyes fixed to yours your smile…infectious….tonight we danced…tonight I am the wanted, I am the gift that time Has finally decided to give u. Tonight I felt free and finally able to fly far and away and From this hurtful love and painful love which just for this moment…became pure and chaste and without a blemish.. When the music stopped and the crowds surfaced again….i knew that I had found my peace, my ticket to the future my many yesterdays which should have been the start of my tomorrow had finally come…I’d loved u tonight, I’d kissed u tonight, told u that I loved u Tonight and now….I dance on my own…at the joy I’ve found knowing that u are no longer mine and that actually, its OKAY…I’ve found my closure in music..