just tryina clear my mind
cuz i need a break
eyes swollen from all the tears i've shed
in the last couple of days
i wouldn't let myself cry before
cuz tears equal weakness
and weakness equals a lack of strength
- the driving force in life
but this is too much for me to carry now
i'm tryina stand tall,
but it's hard and i almost don't care no more
it would just be so much easier to give up
i'm buckling under the pressure
of lies, cruelty and just plain old lack of concern
i'm walkin close to that place that sucked me in the last time
you know..... that place called depression
and this time my twin is not here to pull me out
cuz he's over on the other side of town
cuz she sent him to the other side of town
which seemz like the other side of the world
i'll get through this..... somehow.