Most of the time my heart fails to regonize when its in arrest adrenaline rushes through my brain my left ventrical is outta control.. My aorta is trying, but its dying because the heart still has a hole, Most of the time my heart fails, when it comes to seeing whats true, my mind fails to regonize the love that is in you, It sends warning to my frontal lobe, but even with STOP! written on my forehead as I gaze in the mirrior.. my heart says go.. and emotions start to flow.. my hearts preparing for an adventure.. and my brains is saying.. NOooooooooOOOOo! Most of the time when it happens, These are the symtoms i show, when your around, and i see myself in your eyes, my heart is saying... GO! My arms prepare for our embrace, as my frontal lobe.. touches yours. Our minds both seizing out of control, and i feel a weakness in my legs, and my body gives up to surrender, to a fight that has already been won, Most of the time when my heart fails.... to realize its been arrested by love, My palms are already sweaty, my face is flushed, and my heart is beating rampantly out of control, my words may slur, and I cant respond immediately to your love, because my heart still has a hole. I bleed on the inside, even when the outer scars have healed, which would explain why my brain says no, youve got to go, because im not all what I seem. If im wounded again i may not recover. Yet I loose control still.. your kiss is my epi penn... 1:1000 kisses, your concentration is potent.. Youve poisoned my heart.. and i fear my brain may follow. Though I may never say , because my lips fail to utter, and I may even studder, but I shudder the thought of loosing you!