Everything I do, there you are in my mind I see you around each corner, but I follow and cannot find It's so hard to go on and live life day by day But I've learned to push on, you molded me that way Now I sit here and wonder "why am i holdin onto you?" Cause while I'm out here stayin true, she's holdin on too Asked me to be your wife and still another on the side? But when she can't come through then all a sudden it's goodbye? I thought we had estalished that I was tired of the games Funny thing about it, I knew before you even said her name Well, I guess you see me as an on-going joke. Say you'll be fine without me; truth is your *ss would only choke I would've been there forever, while she's come and go So even though you think i feel the same, only time will show Now you say it's all up to me what choice you make But you've already gone beyond what I can take You've lied lie after lie for 5 years straight So how could you NOT expect my love to turn to hate? I feel bad for you cause you've thrown all of this away And now that you finally realize it, baby it's just too late!