God does things in a way that you don't see the plan right away that you wonder why and how people were brought into your life God sent you to me you are the brother I always wanted the one who holds my hand pats my back and tells me My man's an *** with no ulterior motive and no strings attached the one who calls me on my **** and allows me to be deadass wrong without judging or saying you just **** your head and look with one eyebrow out the side - I already know the one who makes me laugh even when I want to cry the one who has held me down when I couldn't provide your praise is accepted and your promises come through and, no matter what I can always count on you the one who invited me into his home introduced me to his wife his daughter calls me godmother and she scatters notes throughout my house to read while smiling long after she leaves she is one of my greatest joys thank you for sharing her with me and when I cry, I don't stop the tears im never embarrassed in your sight we have shared important milestones which have marked us family for life so, during your soon to come worst days please remember to fight when you want to give up, please call me, let me know what you need let me take care of you like no one took care of me cuz better than anyone else, I know how hard this can be I know you should peel all fruit because the skin of an apple during chemotherapy tastes rancid and fails to digest and hurts like hell coming up. Let me be the one to flavor your water cuz everything you are gonna eat is gonna taste like a sock full of nickels Let me remind you to use baby shampoo and when your scalp starts tingling buy you Sorbeline lotion let me hard boil you eggs cuz meat tastes gross yet protein you need to keep you here with us let me keep a journal for you to tell all those you love when your in that mood Let me do something, because I feel like there is nothing I can do to make life better for you and you are getting better. Brother, please its not just me we all need you. From the boys to your wife, all four girls, your grandson, **** even those who you can't never count on is counting on you to get better, so please just give me that look the one where you roll one eyeball back and smile so big that the rest of the world feels at ease. there are so many tears being shed by members of this tribe we call family from separate homes spread everywhere because there have been a million times you have saved our fate You are a true brother Now, please warrior, save you.