I guess u thought its better if I rise. Spread my wings n fly. Leavin u behind. But what u dont get is that I really wanted u by my side. We're no longer a we. The equation has separated into u n I. Now I'm left w/the question of ..... How in the hell am I gonna survive? I didnt want it this way. U made a decision for us w/out informin me. So now I see.... U just wanted me 2 b happy. But I was, u didnt believe me. And now u took that feelin away from me. All I have left is memories of u n me..... Always 2gether, Promisin that we'll always love eachother. I see u walkin down the street, a tear rollin from ur eye. Our eyes meet, holdin eachother 4 a second. I wanna scream "Why did u do this to me?". But instead I just let u pass on by. My heart is full w/all the pain u left me. How could u do this to me if u claimed 2 really love me? I guess it wasnt meant 2 b.... Not now, Not 2morrow, Or the next day. Not ever. I came to the conclusion that love is really an illusion.