~.~.~ BrEaKiNg ~.~.~
(The screams of) A breaking heart
Goes unheard
I hear the pain of sadness
Breaking…like glass, as
The lifeline of a once-buoyed heart
Totters from its teetering perch
Why?
Why did yesterday have to happen?
Will tomorrow still…come?
I read
(In a whisper)
The things important to me
Through the chaos of misery
I hear the
Quiet
(It is the whisper that sings loudest)
Long days…
Excruciating nights
Where I fight for a moment’s peace
(In my sleep)
Yes…
It’s quiet…inside these four walls
But in my head…a raging war carries on
A tug-of-war
A battle of wills
A drive to control the destiny I feel
Pain…
Broke the plane (of rational thought)
…Disturbed the surface of
Peaceful calm
There is comfort
In the knowledge that
Hatred exists
…Knowing there is a REALM
Where we can let our
Emotions
BE
A place where we don’t have to
HARNESS the pain
Where ANGER can roam…FREE
Where I can take off the mask
And be
ME
I read whispered words
That generates gentle breezes
Of refreshing
Clam
I see
Fated blues
Doled out for Heartache
…And blistering pain
The tears
…Once free-flowing
Has ebbed low
A trickle of their former self
Depression
O, the weight of it
Hung over the horizon
Like a too-heavy blanket
Draped…In the darkness of
A depressed mind
As time unwinds unto itself
Cleaved out of a reality foreign to me
But “Partly Cloudy…with chances of thundershowers” returned
I could not discern good from bad
As madness came through
I knew
The PAIN was strong
I knew
The pain was STRONG
I KNEW
The pain was strong enough
To engulf
Sanity
And
Self
And
All the faithful-hopefuls
Self holds onto
I knew
If tomorrow was to be
It would have to come from me
But I could not see
A flicker of a light
At the end of the tunnel
And I’m tired…
Tired of loving and losing
Always choosing
Ms “Wrong for Me”
Cannot see the “Shore of Happiness”
For the “Sea of Loneliness”
Surrounding me
YES…I see
A time for all SEASONS
…A season for all things
BUT…
Day by day, I see
The pain BREAKS bring
(The screams of) A breaking heart
Goes unheard
I hear the pain of sadness
Breaking…like glass, as
The lifeline of a once-buoyed heart
Totters from its teetering perch
Why?
Why did yesterday have to happen?
Will tomorrow still…come?
I read
(In a whisper)
The things important to me
Through the chaos of misery
I hear the
Quiet
(It is the whisper that sings loudest)
Long days…
Excruciating nights
Where I fight for a moment’s peace
(In my sleep)
Yes…
It’s quiet…inside these four walls
But in my head…a raging war carries on
A tug-of-war
A battle of wills
A drive to control the destiny I feel
Pain…
Broke the plane (of rational thought)
…Disturbed the surface of
Peaceful calm
There is comfort
In the knowledge that
Hatred exists
…Knowing there is a REALM
Where we can let our
Emotions
BE
A place where we don’t have to
HARNESS the pain
Where ANGER can roam…FREE
Where I can take off the mask
And be
ME
I read whispered words
That generates gentle breezes
Of refreshing
Clam
I see
Fated blues
Doled out for Heartache
…And blistering pain
The tears
…Once free-flowing
Has ebbed low
A trickle of their former self
Depression
O, the weight of it
Hung over the horizon
Like a too-heavy blanket
Draped…In the darkness of
A depressed mind
As time unwinds unto itself
Cleaved out of a reality foreign to me
But “Partly Cloudy…with chances of thundershowers” returned
I could not discern good from bad
As madness came through
I knew
The PAIN was strong
I knew
The pain was STRONG
I KNEW
The pain was strong enough
To engulf
Sanity
And
Self
And
All the faithful-hopefuls
Self holds onto
I knew
If tomorrow was to be
It would have to come from me
But I could not see
A flicker of a light
At the end of the tunnel
And I’m tired…
Tired of loving and losing
Always choosing
Ms “Wrong for Me”
Cannot see the “Shore of Happiness”
For the “Sea of Loneliness”
Surrounding me
YES…I see
A time for all SEASONS
…A season for all things
BUT…
Day by day, I see
The pain BREAKS bring