I am awakened by fears that have me bounded to concerns that are so unfounded as my heart palpitates with great intensity while I attempt to calm the animosity that has dwelled in me for so long, I just want to shout and say "Please, be gone!" I keep a troubled mind everyday which makes it hard for me to convey what deeply lies inside of me as it literally weakens my integrity. I want to unshackle the chains that hold me constricted and allow my heart to no longer be restricted so I can sincerely accept the comforting words that in my youth I hardly heard while growing up in a world of discomfort in order to not dis others comfort. I'm beginning to learn love's respect instead of trying to reach and dissect. Now, I am looking in the mirror where my life I see more clearer as I slowly free my mind from negativity that wrought me and diminshed my positivity. I need to love myself first in order to satisfy that thirst that lies inside my heart knowing this is a very large part in releasing my everyday fears that sometimes appear in spontaneous tears. I welcome the outpouring flow of rain and open my arms to cleanse my pain from all the calamities that have me bounded only to discover they were unfounded as I open my heart to receive true love, the only love that would be blessed from Heavens above.