Black Poetry : ...Blessings in Disguise...

LovelyGoldenOne

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To the Father of the Child growing inside me...

Am I falling for you?
Cuz your more of a man than I’ve had before
Cuz you make me smile and make me want more
Am I falling for you?
Its starting to become more than physical
Its beginning to move to the emotional
Am I falling for you?
Cuz we created a life and life is changing
If I close my eyes I can picture you chasing
A little girl or a little boy
But I get scared sometimes and I call on the Lord
Am I falling for you?
And are you only here with me
Because I’m carrying a human being?
Stemmed from you to me
Am I falling for you?
I feel the feelings getting stronger
But its so d*mn scary to not know if we’ll get stronger
I feel the difference in your touch, in you eyes
Is it love or is it only a disguise?
Am I falling for you?
You say you’ve never been in love before
Don’t know if your capable of letting yourself love me and more
I know you’ll always be here with me
And I guess in it’s own way that’s a blessing
So whether we work or whether we stray
Promise me you’ll be a Father of your unborn child always…


To My Heavenly Father who keeps me growing spiritually…

Am I falling for him?
Cuz you know the hellish relationships I’ve been through
Not getting the respect I deserved or settling for what I thought was true
Am I falling for him?
It started off as liking him and physical
I could see myself maybe falling in love emotional
But I didn’t expect to create a child’s life
And fact that he cares gives me strength to get through nights
But I wake up in the morning and get so angry
I get so scared and the nightmares wake me
Am I falling for him?
Maybe its happening this way for a reason
Maybe one day I’ll see why and know the reason
Am I falling for him?
In some ways it doesn’t make sense
All those long relationships
Where I didn’t feel appreciated
And I didn’t feel any type of elation
Then a good man comes along
And I think that our care can turn strong
But we’ve created a life and maybe a love
Maybe you gave me three blessings in disguise
A new life and a new love and you’ve opened my eyes…
 

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