What’s up with me? I have every reason to be happy. Blessed beyond measure No one could possibly be as blessed as me. So you say… You see the exterior where I dressed it up Put vinyl siding outside my walls so I could be low maintenance low key low down?... This frown on my face is a case of the “it sucks to be me” blues I got so many issues that I’ve got a subscription to my own drama. I should start charging tickets at the door - $10 a head for everyone who wants to take a peek into me… only to talk about me? What you see, is what I want you to and I’d prefer you not get a grip on my reality. It doesn’t really matter cuz what you don’t know you like to fabricate telling tall tales to raise your short comings And I’m supposed to be blessed?!? Glad blessings come from God and not mortal man... Girl, life ain’t that bad You know you got it going on! So they think… I’m just tickled pink that you fell for my act cause inside I’m a wreck From neck down all is fine But my mind reels at all the **** life deals It’s like I’m playin spades and I ain’t got none Not even a face card No books for me Bid Nil, Partner, cover me. Without the knowledge you can’t have the satisfaction of watching my reaction when you socially murder the only good thing I have left – My name. Time out for games I don’t have a ball or bat No net, no hoops, no goal no stick Nothing for us to go back and forth with Am I blessed? I will be… when YOU leave me alone.