I do not understand what you want from me
Why you bother wasting my time your time
With idle chit chat and meaningless pleasantries

Can you define to me what it is that “WE” have
so much time has past and your still coming
to me half hearted and half azzed
Always wanting me to give and please but yet
what have you really given to me

Other than a long list of what I have not and will not
Give to you….come on now
I know your not a fool

You see I do not feel the need to give or prove
anything to you because you have continuously
showed me that my efforts would be of no use
I keep trying to tell you
you can't expect things of someone
when your not willing to give yourself
I don’t care how small or big the gesture may be

I have lost faith in you
I feel that anything that I ever do for you
will never matter to you in a good way
feelings you created

So don’t get mad at me
because I do not bow down at your feet
you have never given me a reason to
Just like you want me to show you
I need you to show me too
You feel you can't count on me
that's funny because
I know I can't count on you

Something I have been asking for
But I have yet to receive it
I know how you feel….
Wanting or asking for something
That never materializes in the real

You can save all of your hypothetical philosophical
Gibberish for someone who wants to hear it
I have accepted that I will never get
what I want from you….
it use to make me sad until I realized
I was being sad about something
That was not meant for me to have
And probably not good for me either

Things that are meant to be
happen naturally without begging and pleading
my desire to give and to please you
was damaged a long time ago

You could have repaired it but you didn’t
instead you chose to concern yourself
with testosterone laced Bullshid
your reaction to my actions have
demonstrated to me it will never be about us

Since you think your the professional
on my thoughts and feelings
how come you never tried or at least
be willing to meet me half way
its called compromise...give and take
you see that's what you do
when your really genuine and true

If you would have only given a little
I would have given the world to you

and you have the audacity to dispel my feelings as
Amphigory and nugacity
and if that’s how you want to kick it
I gotta chunk the duce
I wish you happiness and peace
I’m so tired of this 360 degrees
of nothing.... poof be gone
I'm through

if the God is not at 90 Degrees, get rid of the dead weight
he only seeks to steal your power from you
a true God would bow to you, not blame you for his weaknesses
& would be thinking every hour of you................

I'll be on the Boat if you need me.........
why you putting down on me...

...talking 'bout me like i'm not here
saying bullshyt things...'bout me not being sincere
how i fear committed relationships
...on a playa trip

but i hear you

i hear the promise of forever days
and how your body scream in so many ways
and the whisper your heart made
when yesterday had your heartstrings laid

i heard you.

i know i did some things that were wrong
in the beginning my feelings weren't strong
...been on my own for so very long
didn't know what it meant not to stand alone


second chance requests seem so out of line
but i beg that you mo' time
from where we've come...and all we've gone through
that i'm sincere when i offer my heart to you

understand my love is complicated
so much of my past, i don't know how to relate it
to a successful future with you at my side
teach me to love you...and be my bride


did you hear it?
do you comprehend
this isn't about me
but the end

i know that i've hurt you
i apologize
for all of my problems
...unable to compromise
but i've worked that all out
i'm here for you
no games
no lies
and my heart is true


4EVERLUV...sometimes, all he needs is a wakeup call. unfortunately, it often comes too late...coz too much damage has been done. but, if given the chance, you may have created that special one...just for you.

4Everluv - You stood your ground and said it like it is. When he has to get into the wind, time for him to go. When you got to get into the wind, it's time for you to go. You can do bad by yourself until something better comes along and I trust that won't be as long as one thinks. Proud of your Declaration of Independence. It's got my signature at the bottom for you. Very nice write. Namyh


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