be gentle i havent written in a while and i have never posted here before
The Heartache, the pain
Lord knows
I’ve had my share
Of agony and grief
The tears drenching my face
I scream but know one
Hears me yell
My nervous
Frantic
Life moving so fast
Lost
All alone
Confused
Contemplating suicide
But do I really want to die
Thoughts all array
Head down body bent over
Mumbling to myself
With tears in my eyes
Scared
Of what
I don’t know
Perhaps the world
So big
Me
I’m trapped
Ashamed of myself
don’t know who I am
What am I here for
What have I done
Listen to myself
Who have I become
A slave to my own selfish ways
I know the way out
But do I really want to leave
No
I like it here I love the pain
Slowly I wonder outside
And stand in the rain
Screaming at the skies
And cussing in vain
I hate it here
Wishing for death I
Falling to my knees
No emotions left
So Barren……
The Heartache, the pain
Lord knows
I’ve had my share
Of agony and grief
The tears drenching my face
I scream but know one
Hears me yell
My nervous
Frantic
Life moving so fast
Lost
All alone
Confused
Contemplating suicide
But do I really want to die
Thoughts all array
Head down body bent over
Mumbling to myself
With tears in my eyes
Scared
Of what
I don’t know
Perhaps the world
So big
Me
I’m trapped
Ashamed of myself
don’t know who I am
What am I here for
What have I done
Listen to myself
Who have I become
A slave to my own selfish ways
I know the way out
But do I really want to leave
No
I like it here I love the pain
Slowly I wonder outside
And stand in the rain
Screaming at the skies
And cussing in vain
I hate it here
Wishing for death I
Falling to my knees
No emotions left
So Barren……